just to let people know this is my blog. just saying, if you do not like something i say, get over it or get lost. --this is what i told a friend last night when they said something about starting a blog.
i went to bed last night thinking if i put my phone on the usb to charge i can use it no problem. well i did, and it died 3 times on me. so i waited 5 mins to turn it on and then it stopped dying. i was trying to continue my conversation with kendra and then it finally came to the point where i was like i might fall asleep on you, just to let you know.
i woke up at 530 this morn, no i did not stay up either. i went back to sleep at 6. i woke up at 830...and boy did i hurt, i was not sure if i could move or not. i sat there listening to the voices coming from the rest of the house....and it was not talking, it was yelling..and not bad yelling, stephen has def been very much like peeves lately. it is hilarious.
i finally came out of my room and we had breakfast it was good. i washed most the dishes, when i went to start them i got very pissed off.
kendra and i started to chat again. i got dishes done and have been sitting at the table most the day. i was in a pretty good mood, and now i am just pissed. there are certain things that i am done with. i am fed up, and i will not tolerate it anymore.
thing about me is that i do not get offended easily or pissed off easily, i hardly ever get angry, i usually get frustrated, but saying i am pissed off and fed up, than i am really done with something.
i am waiting for sara mc an ashley m to show up. we are going to hang out. it will be good to see them.
kendra keeps telling me that i am one of the sweetest people she knows. hahahahaha. i am a jerk. today, i have been an asshole. true story. i could have been a major ass but i decided that it was not worth it. mainly because i am FED UP. lol. i am not sweet at all.
so i said i was going to talk about my health today. well right now i am pissed and therefore my body is tense. the last few days i have been getting a horrible headache. i have not had one like these in a while. they get so bad that i have to close my eyes and just stop everything. i am going back wards in my health. i keep wondering if the meninjitis is going to pop back up, and it is possible. ugh, i do not think i could do another 4 months in the hospital. and what is worse is that meninjitis is contagious. so no visitors.....grr....lol. it is kinda one of those shoot me now things. i do know that i need to go see a neurologist, but that will prob not happen. well i think that is all i am going to say about my health for right now.
i am hoping to get on food stamps and medicade/medicare.
bambam and i have not talked for a while but i am thinking about going to visit her....sometime within the next 6 months. given that i can an am not in the hospital or dead.
6 months, that is how long i am not able to drive legally. which when april comes may have to start at day 1 again. i do hope that this whole seizure thing dies off, it would be nice. i am not sure when the last time i had one was. i am sure it is in my blog somewhere.
people keep asking me what my favorite color is and i do not have one. i would like a quilt...i know it is random but i keep seeing them on pinterest and they seem so cool.
well time to go eat. boy did i eat too. it was sara treat, mostly. we went to taco bell and then we went to mcdonalds. it was weird. she kept showing me photos and videos from college and i kept thinking, well on certain photos, what in the hell was up with my hair, and two, it is so weird, i do not remember any of it.
my phone died at taco bell...the last person i talked to on it was stephen. i think i confuse him a lot, which is funny.
sara was eating ice and she says it is cold and i was like duh. on our way there this truck was at the gas station and he looked like he was waiting to pull out and out he pulled almost causing us to run right into him. sara yelled, and it was the first time this whole time i have been here that i was actually scared for a sec from driving around. my chest had hurt. i thought i was going to have a heart attack.
at mcdonalds sara got busy and i watched fox news. i am intregued by the news. they were doing this special on the cruise ship that wrecked, and then a piece on a woman who cannot run for office because she cannot speak good english though she was born and raised in the us, and then they did this thing on the occupy movement, and a train that crashed in cali. the best part was listening to palin indorse gingrich in the president election.
we left and sara dropped me off. WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF....cady was barking at me and then so excited to see me that she riped her lead right out of the ground. she would not let me walk or go up the steps...she kept trying to jump up to lick my face. i walked in and things seem eriee around here. the whole day has seemed kinda that way. maybe it is just me.
tomorrow is going to be fun. we are going to be in with the 3 year olds again. i am going to take my laptop, my phone charger and wall plug, and maybe a book. i am not sure what is going on tomororw or how it is going to work. i am thinking that next sunday will be my last sunday. if i am not mistaken that makes it super bowl sunday.
if so then that makes it 5 years since the first time one of those boys stepped into my life. well feb 4th to be exact, i think. which means taht they can no longer be tried for that offense. which sucks but that is life.
today has been an iffy day. there were parts that i hated, there were parts that i loved, and there were decisions i made.
i am not looking to be anyones hero or be looked up too. i am just looking to be me. we all have a story. we all have struggles. we all go through tuff things. i believe that not one struggle is greater than another. we should focus on living life, getting through our pain, and help someone else get through theirs.
i can honestly say life is good, even when i feel like it sucks. and that is coming from me. nothing is stopping us from making everyday a good day, nothing that is but ourselves. i hardly ever let anything keep a smile off my face, so why should you?
i went to bed last night thinking if i put my phone on the usb to charge i can use it no problem. well i did, and it died 3 times on me. so i waited 5 mins to turn it on and then it stopped dying. i was trying to continue my conversation with kendra and then it finally came to the point where i was like i might fall asleep on you, just to let you know.
i woke up at 530 this morn, no i did not stay up either. i went back to sleep at 6. i woke up at 830...and boy did i hurt, i was not sure if i could move or not. i sat there listening to the voices coming from the rest of the house....and it was not talking, it was yelling..and not bad yelling, stephen has def been very much like peeves lately. it is hilarious.
i finally came out of my room and we had breakfast it was good. i washed most the dishes, when i went to start them i got very pissed off.
kendra and i started to chat again. i got dishes done and have been sitting at the table most the day. i was in a pretty good mood, and now i am just pissed. there are certain things that i am done with. i am fed up, and i will not tolerate it anymore.
thing about me is that i do not get offended easily or pissed off easily, i hardly ever get angry, i usually get frustrated, but saying i am pissed off and fed up, than i am really done with something.
i am waiting for sara mc an ashley m to show up. we are going to hang out. it will be good to see them.
kendra keeps telling me that i am one of the sweetest people she knows. hahahahaha. i am a jerk. today, i have been an asshole. true story. i could have been a major ass but i decided that it was not worth it. mainly because i am FED UP. lol. i am not sweet at all.
so i said i was going to talk about my health today. well right now i am pissed and therefore my body is tense. the last few days i have been getting a horrible headache. i have not had one like these in a while. they get so bad that i have to close my eyes and just stop everything. i am going back wards in my health. i keep wondering if the meninjitis is going to pop back up, and it is possible. ugh, i do not think i could do another 4 months in the hospital. and what is worse is that meninjitis is contagious. so no visitors.....grr....lol. it is kinda one of those shoot me now things. i do know that i need to go see a neurologist, but that will prob not happen. well i think that is all i am going to say about my health for right now.
i am hoping to get on food stamps and medicade/medicare.
bambam and i have not talked for a while but i am thinking about going to visit her....sometime within the next 6 months. given that i can an am not in the hospital or dead.
6 months, that is how long i am not able to drive legally. which when april comes may have to start at day 1 again. i do hope that this whole seizure thing dies off, it would be nice. i am not sure when the last time i had one was. i am sure it is in my blog somewhere.
people keep asking me what my favorite color is and i do not have one. i would like a quilt...i know it is random but i keep seeing them on pinterest and they seem so cool.
well time to go eat. boy did i eat too. it was sara treat, mostly. we went to taco bell and then we went to mcdonalds. it was weird. she kept showing me photos and videos from college and i kept thinking, well on certain photos, what in the hell was up with my hair, and two, it is so weird, i do not remember any of it.
my phone died at taco bell...the last person i talked to on it was stephen. i think i confuse him a lot, which is funny.
sara was eating ice and she says it is cold and i was like duh. on our way there this truck was at the gas station and he looked like he was waiting to pull out and out he pulled almost causing us to run right into him. sara yelled, and it was the first time this whole time i have been here that i was actually scared for a sec from driving around. my chest had hurt. i thought i was going to have a heart attack.
at mcdonalds sara got busy and i watched fox news. i am intregued by the news. they were doing this special on the cruise ship that wrecked, and then a piece on a woman who cannot run for office because she cannot speak good english though she was born and raised in the us, and then they did this thing on the occupy movement, and a train that crashed in cali. the best part was listening to palin indorse gingrich in the president election.
we left and sara dropped me off. WOOF WOOF WOOF WOOF....cady was barking at me and then so excited to see me that she riped her lead right out of the ground. she would not let me walk or go up the steps...she kept trying to jump up to lick my face. i walked in and things seem eriee around here. the whole day has seemed kinda that way. maybe it is just me.
tomorrow is going to be fun. we are going to be in with the 3 year olds again. i am going to take my laptop, my phone charger and wall plug, and maybe a book. i am not sure what is going on tomororw or how it is going to work. i am thinking that next sunday will be my last sunday. if i am not mistaken that makes it super bowl sunday.
if so then that makes it 5 years since the first time one of those boys stepped into my life. well feb 4th to be exact, i think. which means taht they can no longer be tried for that offense. which sucks but that is life.
today has been an iffy day. there were parts that i hated, there were parts that i loved, and there were decisions i made.
i am not looking to be anyones hero or be looked up too. i am just looking to be me. we all have a story. we all have struggles. we all go through tuff things. i believe that not one struggle is greater than another. we should focus on living life, getting through our pain, and help someone else get through theirs.
i can honestly say life is good, even when i feel like it sucks. and that is coming from me. nothing is stopping us from making everyday a good day, nothing that is but ourselves. i hardly ever let anything keep a smile off my face, so why should you?
You're right, this is your blog. You're allowed to hold your own opinions and blog about that, but you should also be respectful of those around you... Even if you have disagreements. :)
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