man yesterday, monday, was quite the day. i did not sleep well. i went to bed at like 10 sunday night and woke up at 1130 ready to start the day. i woke up at 2, 3, and then 5. i have not been sleeping well. i got up at 5 and just kept praying that it would be a good day, cuz that is what i needed. we had breakfast together, it was great! i was slow to finish but, i am just slow in general. ash left after giving me a hug and wishing me good luck. it was an odd way to say bye, but it worked. the morning was spent with stephen coming and going and me finishing packing in spurts. jess and cady finally came out. cady was acting all crazy. i had finished cleaning the room and packing. jess stephen and i had talked some and ate pizza. soon my dad was there. we loaded up and stephen and i said our goodbyes...he looked like he was ready to cry, the poor guy, i gave him a hug and left.
it was not how i expected it to be. earlier i was on the verge of tears and then i was in tears after stephen sscared both cady and me. i was at peace the whole time, which was strange.
we pulled out and went to mcdonalds cuz dad had not ate. i walked in and ordered and bought his food. i had it typed out and showed it to the cashier, she did not speak to me the whole time, would not even look at me. it was kinda rude. while waiting this older guy came up to me and said, you know they do not use canes any more, what you do is sign your order than they will give it to you for free cuz they think you are deaf. ...it was great!
the whole way back my phone was on the verge of dying. we had just made it back and got it plugged it, any later and it would have died. i unpacked the car, dad did not help. then we had to go get my sister from the hospital...she is ok, she just freaks out abot every little thing and just has to go to the er. ugh.
this put off my plans by an hour or two. i got home and finished cutting my hair, and i got ready to go to kendra and ernies. i was shaking from nerves, and from the chill out side. they showed up, at the wrong house, i told them go one more block, i am staring at you. i am not sure how they missed me. i was the only creep standing on the side walk, lol.
we got to their house and it was nice. i did not feel nervous anymore, and i felt safe and comfortable. no joke. we had dinner and it was great, than we watched a movie. ernie went to bed and kendra and i just talked. it was nice.
and here i am at the house again. when i first arrived bubbles was happy to see me! stardust and elvis came up to me too. kept knocking me over.
i turned my brothers room into my room, since he trashed mine, or helped trash it. ugh there is a lot of cleaning for me to do.
today is going to be a semi busy day, i really do not want to do work on this day but got to do what i got to do.
my throat is hurting me, tho i have not talked, and i am tired. bubbles and stardust are laying next to me ready for bed...i think we shall sleep!
it was not how i expected it to be. earlier i was on the verge of tears and then i was in tears after stephen sscared both cady and me. i was at peace the whole time, which was strange.
we pulled out and went to mcdonalds cuz dad had not ate. i walked in and ordered and bought his food. i had it typed out and showed it to the cashier, she did not speak to me the whole time, would not even look at me. it was kinda rude. while waiting this older guy came up to me and said, you know they do not use canes any more, what you do is sign your order than they will give it to you for free cuz they think you are deaf. ...it was great!
the whole way back my phone was on the verge of dying. we had just made it back and got it plugged it, any later and it would have died. i unpacked the car, dad did not help. then we had to go get my sister from the hospital...she is ok, she just freaks out abot every little thing and just has to go to the er. ugh.
this put off my plans by an hour or two. i got home and finished cutting my hair, and i got ready to go to kendra and ernies. i was shaking from nerves, and from the chill out side. they showed up, at the wrong house, i told them go one more block, i am staring at you. i am not sure how they missed me. i was the only creep standing on the side walk, lol.
we got to their house and it was nice. i did not feel nervous anymore, and i felt safe and comfortable. no joke. we had dinner and it was great, than we watched a movie. ernie went to bed and kendra and i just talked. it was nice.
and here i am at the house again. when i first arrived bubbles was happy to see me! stardust and elvis came up to me too. kept knocking me over.
i turned my brothers room into my room, since he trashed mine, or helped trash it. ugh there is a lot of cleaning for me to do.
today is going to be a semi busy day, i really do not want to do work on this day but got to do what i got to do.
my throat is hurting me, tho i have not talked, and i am tired. bubbles and stardust are laying next to me ready for bed...i think we shall sleep!
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