i am sure i am catching something. i woke last night coughing and trying to breath. i can feel it coming.
i have not been sleeping well. i have tried to sleep different ways and nothing has worked. tonight i am going to put my feet at my head board and try it that way.
last night i watched courageous and then i started smurfs. i stopped after realizing that i could not stay awake to watch it all. i had a horrible horrible dream, it was exorcist worthy. at the end of it i had a seizure. it scared me. i pulled myself together and layed in bed for a while. i finished the smurfs movie.
the last few days i have just been in a pissy mood. and small things keep making it worse. i will almost be out of it and then something will happen and i will get pissed off all over again. i guess it does not help that i am tired and that my head is killing me, and now i may be catching something that will make me sicker than i am. and if i have to go back to the hospital, somebody shoot me before hand.
i made a new friend today. i am looking forward to getting to know her. i think i may have made two new friends today.
i am patiently awaiting to hear where i will be staying in st jo. i thought i knew but now i am not sure.
i am down to my last 20 bucks. 5 of that will disappear sunday for lunch.
jasi and i have been talking today and one thing she said, i like, so i am repeating uz it is true, and anyone who tells me it is not, can gladly take my place. here is what she said.
Not enough people understand enough to .... well, understand.
You're not 22. You died. And then you were born again, and not in the Christian way.
it is true. i think people forget this. i am working on getting to my physical age but it is going to take time. i think i am doing pretty damn good given the circumstances.
today i started a project and i am almost done with it. just a few more things and i will be done with it.
i am down to my last week here and it is weird.
i am going to go to bed soon. i do not have the spoons to stay up much longer and expect to make it to my bed.
i have not been sleeping well. i have tried to sleep different ways and nothing has worked. tonight i am going to put my feet at my head board and try it that way.
last night i watched courageous and then i started smurfs. i stopped after realizing that i could not stay awake to watch it all. i had a horrible horrible dream, it was exorcist worthy. at the end of it i had a seizure. it scared me. i pulled myself together and layed in bed for a while. i finished the smurfs movie.
the last few days i have just been in a pissy mood. and small things keep making it worse. i will almost be out of it and then something will happen and i will get pissed off all over again. i guess it does not help that i am tired and that my head is killing me, and now i may be catching something that will make me sicker than i am. and if i have to go back to the hospital, somebody shoot me before hand.
i made a new friend today. i am looking forward to getting to know her. i think i may have made two new friends today.
i am patiently awaiting to hear where i will be staying in st jo. i thought i knew but now i am not sure.
i am down to my last 20 bucks. 5 of that will disappear sunday for lunch.
jasi and i have been talking today and one thing she said, i like, so i am repeating uz it is true, and anyone who tells me it is not, can gladly take my place. here is what she said.
Not enough people understand enough to .... well, understand.
You're not 22. You died. And then you were born again, and not in the Christian way.
it is true. i think people forget this. i am working on getting to my physical age but it is going to take time. i think i am doing pretty damn good given the circumstances.
today i started a project and i am almost done with it. just a few more things and i will be done with it.
i am down to my last week here and it is weird.
i am going to go to bed soon. i do not have the spoons to stay up much longer and expect to make it to my bed.
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