Lame

Today has been lame. ....mainly because everything about me and everything I did was pretty much lame.

I woke up.. ..and not in a good way or at a good time.. ...to a bad start. I thought if I finished my blog post from yesterday that I would accomplish one thing and go on to accomplish another.

I was very weary of leaving my room. But I had to or I was going to pee my pants.. .lol. so I went potty and came back to my room.

I put what I could into my post without making it super super long and decided to save some things for another post. And this is not that post. This morning I was still pretty pumped about yesterday. Though by the end of youth group I was fighting to stay awake and everyone at the table noticed.

Well everyone left the house so I decided to get up and just walk around some. ..I ended up doing dishes. Than I decided I should pick up my room the rest of the way. I packed some of my books away and decided to put the index cards on top of the recipe box. As I was sitting on my floor I realized that I already have half my stuff packed and that it would take me less than an hour to pack the rest. That is sad. No joke!

Everyone came walking in the door at the same time. Stephen said to come eat so I did. Taco Bell.. ...yum.

I decided to come back to my room. Cady joined me for most of the day. She even got under the blanket layed right next to me and we cuddled and tried taking a nap. We ended up watching movies all day.

I was so tired today. My attitude was not good. And blah blah.

Tomorrow I have no clue what I am going to do. Maybe I will crack open my Bible.. ..maybe I will read some more of my book.. ...maybe I will work on shapes and colors - they all look the same - ......or maybe.. ...I will travel to a far land and fight the mighty beast that lives there.. ...but I can only do what I feel I have the spoons to do.. ..so maybe I will just meditate and pray all day. Adventure is out there. ....I just have to find it .