Thursday, January 19, 2012

paint

i was not sure what i thought about the yellow for the bathroom....and ash thought i did not like it, at first i did not, and then it dried. i think it looks good. i did not understand for the longest time how it made the room brighter. i do not understand the difference between white and yellow other than one was darker than the other. so is yellow brighter than white? well either way i like how the bathroom looks and what they did with it. it is much brighter in there.
today they are painting the other bathroom. i told stephen i fear for them, mainly because of the floor. so i told him that if they fall thro to let me know and i will be like alice.
the whole house has smelt like paint since yesterday and i guess i just got used to it. this morning i woke some and i could smell the paint, strongly. after i slept somemore, i woke up and let cady out, and i was thinking to myself, boy it would be bad if they kept both those doors closed.....i have seen them act silly, but well this could be interesting.

the last few days i have been debating over a choice that was mainly made already. i am at peace with whatever happens. i am still not sure what is going on in this aspect tho.

my brother got a puppy. i think it is a girl. it is mainly black and i think a pit. it is cute. i guess i was mistaken about where the pic i got was taken, because i kept asking how the other dogs, my and dads dog, got along with it. it took most the day before anyone gave me an answer. the pup is over at my sisters and my brother is going to move in with her...again. it will not work out well unless it is just them too. dad said he is going to fix the windows and the roof, and dead bolt the doors. i suggested getting a dog for the outside and putting fence up around the whole house with a no trespassing sign.

bambam and i have been talking just talking. she is a very interesting person, and tho we are so opposite in many ways, we share a lot in other ways.

i am excited about church, which is weird for me. i think one reason i like it is because i do not have to keep myself entertained, or have to worry about not bothering everyone else around me. this is one time where having my, as much as i hate saying it, mental defects is not a problem. in church that is. the other times that i went to church, i took my color book and colors, and i would always get these looks from all the older people. - are you serious? this is not the place for that. how rude. etc. - here i can go there and act a fool if i want and it is ok.

i have been sleeping a lot more than usual lately. there have been a few mornings where i was supposed to be up with ash and was not. i would either sleep through my alarm, my alarm would not go off, or i just was too tired. and i feel bad about it. this am i slept til 9, and i did not get up for a bit and then go back to bed, i slept for the most part til then. the last few nights i have been getting tangled in my blankets.

the night before last i had dreams where i was sure they were real. yesterday i was sitting on the loveseat and i was trying to figure out when something had happened, and then i finally decided that it had to be part of my dream. last night i had a dream based on dragon ball z. there was also snow. and then every dream it seems that i say something, and someone asks what did you say, and i think while i a aslee i was did not say anything, i had not said anything.

piglet and i tried chatting with video last night...it did not work out so well. so we are going to try again tonight. i think. she was trying to finish the book we had started. we got a bit through it, but i kept missing out on parts. i got it to where my head phones will work on my laptop, well that is for now. i cannot hear well my typing or some other stuff through these head phones, but i do not have the volume very loud.

i am almost through with dragonball z. i love this show. it is all about honor and perseverance. the fight between good and evil, and how it does not matter how small or big, young or old you are that you can make a difference!

i think today i am going to try an finish it, maybe read some of my book. tho i do love when others read to me, well i like to see what is being read also, it helps me get more into it, than just me alone reading. but i do like the books we are reading. i may work on my letters some more, i am getting better at them. i work for a bit every night before i go to bed. then i may finish reorganizing my room.


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