life sucks. it throws curve balls. ones that hit you so hard that the real hurt does not even begin for days. it breaks hearts, destroys lives, tears apart relationships, and leaves you hanging by a thread, a very thin one.
that is what i feel like it is doing. i feel i am losing friends, and taht no matter how hard i fight for them, they seem to be disappearing and the link that connects the friendship is weakening.
struggling is all that seems to be going on anymore. struggling to stay happy, struggling to live economicall, struggling just to get through every moment of everyday. and i know i am not the only one that can say this is true.
i wish i could stop the struggling, stop the curve balls, and strengthen the chain link. i wish i could take problems and make them disappear. i wish i could help bring back happiness and joy. i try. i fight everyday to make this happen.
if i could say anything to those that are struggling and them hear me, i would tell them i love them, tell them i am not mad, tell them that i understand, i would tell them i want to help, i would tell them how amazing they are, how they make my day, how they give me strength.
sometimes i feel like if i said anything tho, it would just make things worse. so i keep to myself, looking at talking to bothering no one.
i can only be who i am, nothing more, nothing less. life makes us who we are. we can change things and we can change who life makes us, but we cannot change life.
life is an adventure. whether good or bad, it makes no difference, how we deal with the ups and downs, and treat the ones around us during those times, is how we are molded into who we are.
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