tea

i was woke up at 820ish something this am, to yum applesauce. me ate it an then me went back to sleep til 1pm. 14 1/2 hours of sleep.

ash kept me company as me watched the wizard of waverly place apartment 13b 4 episode saga. me was so tired that it was hard to stay awake to watch it. but me did. and then me fell sleep.

me has spent me day checking the tv guide to find shows for me an ash to watch. an waiting for ash to get home. it is kind sad, me know, but, me is bored all day. me lays in bed all day wit nothing to really do. internet gets boring after while. pt starts tomorrow, but that only gives me a few hours of non boredom. and most me friends are working or really busy, or do not really care to talk to me. so even tho me is not very good company me is excited when me an ash get to talk. an yeah me has a guard in me room an nurses, docs, an techs that come in every so often but the guard does not really want to anything to do with me, he is always ready to get his shift over. at night there are only two guards, an neither are in my room. nurses are always busy. so me is real happy when me gets to chat or skype with people.

me really liked the cards that bambam an mama canady sent. them both were a bluish green. me thot them had talked about them, lol, there was a patern. the lettering was awesome an the color was too. an them writting is really good, lol.
me try an read me cards every day. me has the nurse take them off whatever table them is on an bring them to me so me can read them. then her sets them back up round me bible.

ash told me to make a list of things to do wit her when me go to visit her. so me is go start that tomorrow. one thing that keeps coming up between ash, stephen, an me is Seattle. no joke. no joke. NO JOKE. it is not a purpose thing, it just happens..
me an ash talk bout lots of stuff.

one thing that has been bug me is this whole move thing. me granma is make me feel so bad bout moving an me is think her is right, that it will not happen. me just do not know if me can leave me granma here without someone to take care of her like me do. so there is something for people to pray bout.
ash say when you get to washington you can get a pup. hahaha. that would be awesome, an would help ease stuff, but do not think it will happen. lol. just for fun, me think me would either want a real HUGE dog, or a real SMALL dog. like a real small chiwawa. hahahaha. or terrior. me has always wanted a dog that had a disability, or that most people would not want. a blind dog, missing one eye, 3 legs, or that has some kind of disease that makes it walk funny or something. or a dog that is an older dog. most older dogs die in pounds. i hate shelters an pounds that are not no kill. any way, that is me lil trail.
these are the two things that real bug me bout moving, me granma an leaving me bubbles behind. but as me said before, bubbles elvis an stardust are best friends, an there is no point of breaking her heart an elvis'.

people keep asking me what i would like when me get out of here. here is a list of some things that me would like:

- pumpkin pie, all those of you who are talk about it, me is jealous, it is me fav kind of pie. - steak...me aunt told me them was have steak in one of her texts, me loves steak. a1 steak sauce. fried or cooked mushrooms. mash tatoes with ranch. so good. - spaghetti, but me fav is me dad's an me has not found any as good as his.  - ice cream, me know me get it in here, but hey , me love ice cream. - beer battered chicken. it is good stuff, me has no ever had beer because me think it smells nasty an there fore taste the same.  - breakfast, real breakfast. double choco chip waffles.

this is all me can think of lol.


3 1/2 weeks til me is hope go get out here. then week or two later or few days later me hope me get see some me friends. this week is last week of investigation. them can not do much more in it, an have to check things out. me is thankful for this.
me is hope that me is go be able to say few words when me is out here. me can spell in asl. well pt starts morrow, so me is think that me is go be able to do more than me can do now, when me get out here.

morrow is halloween. if the doc lets me me can help pass out candy to the kids that are in the hospital. that would be great.
week of nov 1st is one me fav days cuz candy is always real cheap. so if you want get me some, me will love you foever. an christmas nusic starts. yay.

me has be listen to lot of what is called christian music. me real like it. no joke.

today me has be good. cept me keeps get warm an hot. but me think it is me get back to me self. i hope so. me temp is 100.5 . has not be over 101.

me watch once upon a time an it was real intense. but good, so, mama canady, me love the show! some is wrong wit ash internet so we is not chat no more.
storm chasers is com on in 9 mins. yay! me is watch jonny bravo.- O mama! - lol.

me had dream bout tornado last night. then me had dream tha ash an stephen were here wit me. it was nice. me slept real well.

me is go watch storm chasers. an then prob wizards an go to sleep.

o. the tea thing. me has be drink tea all day. me loves tea. me fav is chai tea. me do wish me had flavored tea.

mac n cheese

this post has no thing to do wit mac n cheese....ok, may be jus a small small bit do. haha

me could no fall sleep at all. so 6am this morn me fin fell sleep. no joke. me wake up at 12pm. me ach all over. me would like stretch out. me is go be like the old guy from UP, where him pop out bed an crack crack crack. yep, that is go be me. lol

yester day post me say some bout if the guys get no time. Michael, this kid is real smart an real funny, rank bambam wit batman an chuck norris. still makes me laugh eve time me think bout it. me can just see bambam wit mask cape an ninja cloths.
it was a clever reply but one that also has nother side of thot. am me so low an weak that me can no protect me self, that me would let others do it for me? it was no on this reply but one me other friends say it bout time you start stand up for you self. double blow!!
me do stand up for me self, cept when me is smart an think it is no worth the effort, or kno that all the other person want is argue. me has alway stand up for me self, on time me has no is when me has no be able to or thot it best no to. me has alway protect me self too. no on me, but me family an me friends. me will eve protect strangers. no joke.
so why do me need some one else to protect me or stand up for me? if me can no do it for me self what that say bout me? it is simple, it mean that me is weak, a coward, an selfish. which make me a loser an a jerk!

today me has be tire, but what else is new. me is do better wit breath an me oxygen in me mask has gone down.

me is go have to use money me get from work to go to eye doctor. me right eye is one that is mess up. me was do some an look out on me right eye an it is all blurry thro me glasses. boooo. but it is way over due. 4 years. yep. but if me can get perscription me can get glasses cheap.

me did no get color today. sadness. just like me did no get me shower today. double sadness. me did get mac n cheese today. it did no taste good at all, but me yum it. an it was ok. it was better than mash tatos.

me make me bucket list. there is lot to do on it. half me no think will get done but hey me can try.

lot of me friends are sick today. me no like it. if me could me would take them sickness way. me would rather be sick than them. what a pickle.

2 more days. no on will it be the weekend but it will also mean, NO MORE INVESTIGATION, for 2 hole days! 2 more days an 2 me fav persons are get married!!!!!!!!! 2 more days an then begins the 2 day count down. need less to say, me week next week is go start off bad, an monday is go be a bad day. me wish me could skip it.

me has be member bits an pieces of me college years. it is very frustrate cuz it is just things that no tell me much or that no connect.

since me has alread say me believe there is a god, just no sure what or where it is, or even who, me is go say some else. me think pray is a good idea. even if you do no believe that there is a god or in the god that hears pray, you should try pray. it is a good way to help you unstress. me do it. me just think bout me day an me friends an that is it, but that is me pray.

me got message from Richard, me new friend in Seattle. him tell me to do me research cuz me is in for a big surprise. me has experience many other cultures, an me has be in KC lots. lol.

me was do some think today bout halloween. me thot it be funny to dress me dog Bubbles up as a bunch of bubbles or a bottle of bubbles an me dad dog Elvis as elvis! it would be funny. an cute. me is kind sad me is no go be there for halloween. it is ok tho.
me is kind upset bout leave bubbles here in MO. Me will prob no see her in person for a year or so, an that is real hard to take in. an know me luck me would go way an that would be last time me see her. her is happy wit elvis an me family. her an elvis are best friends, who am me to break them up? who am me to break bubbles heart an mine by seperate us? me wish me could take her wit me, or that me had a pup that was no best friends wit the others me could take wit me, but wishes are dreams that are no mean to be.

me has had good day, but lot things in it are just very sad an try to break me down.

it is a long hard journey. one full of heart ach an pain. one full of mystery an shame. but the on thing me is out to gain, is freedom from all this rain!

E.T.

me has no ever see footloose. me jus kno them should have no re make it. me read today that them is remake E.T. !!!! me guess them is run out ideas for movies. me question is why do we not start make movies bout real persons. um documentrys. ? ever one has a story an ever story is just as mazing as the next peoples. it jus what me think, so it no that important, or great. it jus is.

me got me phone. me has no numbers tho, so if u has no give me you number an want to, inbox me. an whoever keep call me, u can keep on call all u want but me is no go answer cuz me is no able to um speak. no joke. me do no answer me phone any way if me no know the number or it is unknown or the other word. if it is real important leave message an one of the agents will may be, follow up on it. no joke. me phone me use for text. it is lot easy to text than type. me get me friends, on can have 50, stat updates, google+, an twitter updates. me get me facebook messages, most time, an it much more simple for me.

me nite went ok. me got real down for bit, an real want give up. me no kno what persons no get, ME IS IN HOSPITAL!, therefore me can no possible be the cause of ever thing that is go on in you life. but if want blame me go head. me is no ok wit it, sense there is no much me can do bout it.

so me has be hear over an over an over that me spell is bad an it real frustrate me. me hear, u spell like kid, what matter u dumb, on retards spell like that, an blah blah blah. me is tire of hear it. it is no good to hear those things. me is dumb but jus bit more than me use is. me could be consider retard, me is no normal. me spell like kid cuz that is how me mind is work right now is like that of a kid.
me say to jasi that me is try real hard to get stuff right, eve if it no make sense to me. if me do right me will get right. then her say no no no! you learn right by do wrong. an her say if persons no like or get frustrate me should say  them to eff off. tru story. her is right. so me is no go try so hard to get it all right, instead me is go work on it bit at time. so if you  no like it, deal wit it or be gone.

jasi had nother great point. her is good at make her points. me is like baby in way. me has forgot lot stuff an me can no do lot stuff, so me has to relearn lot stuff. me can no do it all on me own too, or most, an that is where me need, yes me is say it, ME NEED YOU HELP. teach me. if me mess up or do some wrong show me what me did wrong an show me how do it right. if me ask question, yes me is go say it, drop to me level, kid level, an answer it. some questions are go be hard ones, an me is no go get u answer, but that ok, least u is give me chance to try an learn.

me has one doctor that is an asshole, yep me say it an me will say it gain, him is an asshole! him has be one of the persons say to me that me spell like kid, me must be real dumb if me can no spell no right. today him say to me that me is no try hard nuff, that me must deserve this. him say me is no thing more that a nother people that is go leech off others. him say if persons were smart them stick me in  nursing home or in the ground. me no know why him is so mean, but him no like me. him me hard ever see. cept last few days him an one the other doctors have be fill in for me main doctor. him say ever one is go hate me cuz them is go have to push me round in wheel chair, or them is go have this or that. him is jerk. me hope no one hate me tho. me is try me best. an if me need wheel chair me will learn to push me in it. so that when me do have to use it others will no have no thing to get frustrate over. now steps may be dif story. lol. me is suppose to get me wheel chair today or morrow. then me can decorate it. ya!

me need find beanie. me keep say this but it is go start get cold outside, real cold. so me need to get a winter jacket, gloves, an a stock cap. may be me get boots too. me is use ok in winter an no as cold as eve one else, but this year may be different. but like bambam, (bam bAM) LOL, say weight loss have lot to do wit it. me is gain me weight back. before it snow me will be over or close to 112lbs.

in bout an hour me bandages come off for good. then wednesday me get to take shower or get clean. me can no wait. me is stink gain. lol.

bambam, (BAM bam), an me is pose to have a movie date. me has find 3 movies that me think her may like that me has no see. if no then her can pick movie. lol.
me say wit stephen for bit other day an him is like when you get out we is go throw party. lol. ash say me him loves LOVES ice cream, me do too. so maybe we have ice cream party. lol, jk. me do love me some ice cream tho. ash say her is go fix me food. so me is go get me weight back. haha.

it is so weird for me to think that me is go need help wit lot of stuff. that me has to have help wit o most ever thing. me has pretty much be do things on me own since me can member. it so weird to think me is go have to have help from me friends an, laugh a lil, family. if me have no help then me will figure out how do stuff on me own. me is real kind um partial? to this, as me is use to have to do all on me own.

me is go have to get over me weird thing esp when me move to wa. hugs is no thing me is no use to. me is use to physical contact but no of that kind. - when me was little an me mom would be all strung out, drunk, an high, an one me sibs make mistake, me mom would go to punish them, me would alway take them punishment for them. same when it came to me dad. it then jus got to point where if them was mad me sibs would no eve be thot bout. - so me is go have to get use to place wit no fight. living where me live even if u is no fight in u home at the moment there is fight go on outside. ghetto. me can no say how many time me has wake up an there be lites flashing thro me window from police cars. this is jus me guess 2 of the thing me is go have get use to.

me is get more an more ok wit idea of no be able take bubbles wit me. it still no fun but her is happy here. me miss her lay right by me head. our heads right next to one nother. her gets under covers wit me an cuddles. it will be way weird to sleep wit out her there to cuddle wit. an her is so excited to see me wake in morn. her alway greets me!. it is some me will miss.

me friend Jamie, him no do believe in god. him say for me to watch the god who was no there on youtube. him say me need to get both sides of story. so me is go watch it.

ash n stephen are get marry real soon. me is happy for them. sad me can no be there, but all the more happy for them.

final me health. me temp is up to 103.9. me is still no able move well. me is glad me have me phone, it make things bit easy to do stuff. them had put me oxygen up again. it is now 85% an me is still use mask. ok by well me mean at all. me is so weak an me no get why. me is still alway tire. me did get good sleep last 2 nites. me is still have weird dreams but them is no that bad. cept the one where all me friends thot me was lie an beat crap out me. ya, that was no a good dream. me is still on soft an liqid food. iv for water. me body hurts. me head real hurts. ah well tho.

me is still got smile on me face. me is in a slow part of me adventure. it is rough to endure, but it would no be much of an adventure if it was no times like this.

last or first night

scan scan scan. that is all me feel me get to do. me no like close spaces tho. this is why me no cover me feet lot. no shoe no blanket, no dog or cat lay on them, unless me feet is real froze. me would no wear shoe at all if me no had to.

me has had long nite. me no could sleep. me had real bad seisure and me fell out bed hit me head. it was no bad hit but it knock me out real good. it cause some stitches an staples to come out. them fix it. me is no sure witch me has so me jus say both staple an stitchs.  me can no type well so me has to fix ton things before me act post things. me temp has gone up. it is 105.8 right now. me is see stuff gain an hear stuff. me is no pose to sleep but me fell sleep for bit.  me had dream bout snake that was chase after me. it was big snake. it ate one me pets. there were snake all in wit me pets. it was weird scare dream. me no stay sleep long haha. me wake up scare. me hate snakes. yuck! them let me sleep for few hours tho. it was no much but me feel jus small bit better.

me has have 4 scans today. them say puss is no go way an them is go have do surgery morrow. 9-11 hour surgery. them is go try cut out infection out me head. them say if it cut out than me will get better. drugs are work for most part just not wit infection in me head.this make no get, no worry, me no get either. me keep have real bad seisures. them is no fun.

some one sent me pic of outside day. them say it beautiful. on way back from one of them scans them stop at window an me got to see how pretty it is out. even wit the clouds it still look pretty out.

me is lost lot um wait. me bet me is as much as me dog. me use wait 125-130, now me wait 85-90. me cloths are lose. real lose. me no look to good. me is go go as skeleton for halloween. it a joke, lol. me is all white an me look like ghost or zombie. so this leave me options open. who kno by halloween me could act be a ghost. me is go start protien shake or what eve u call them. me just have find good one, so if u kno good one, please say me.
me like halloween. me member that me parents had bunny costume an all us kids were bunny for halloween til us was to big to be bunny. me went as ninja lot times. one year me even went as dead princess. me no think there any pics so you is sol, sorry out luck, lol.
me think halloween last year me stay home wit me dad an ate all candy cuz all the kids were in me granma hood. no joke. if u eve go to st jo dur halloween all kids in town go to deer park to trick an treat. us went there lot when us were kid. it get so pack that u can no drive thro any of them streets. u can get wole trash bag full of candy. but me watch ghost hunters live wit me dad, well him fell sleep, so me watch it. me ate all candy an me was sit in dark watch ghost hunters. if me is out by then or no a ghost, me is go sit at home lone watch halloween stuff.

me has spent most time me is wake watch cosby, this channel call tbn. it have lot of cool cartoons on. me learn bit bout god stuff. me watch wizards of waverly place an gaithers.

so me has some asks an me is go ask them here cuz persons just avoid me if me ask them. so me ask them here
- who is god? - if him is me father than do that mean me have 2 dads? - who is jesus? - the bible is god's word right? - what is heaven? - what is hell? - what is a blessing? - what do it mean to admire?

them is just few me has.

me has got sick er. me has be have lot seisures. me has be puke lot of blood. an me temp is now 106.0. :/

one thing me real like is some the things bambam say. her say to me that what eve me blog bout is important to her cuz it important to me. me like lot things me friends say. me jus no take well cuz it is weird for me to hear them things.

me has this thing call messages from god. Josi ask me to do it on facebook. the message today say this:
- On this day of your life, Brittany, we believe God wants you to know ... that you've been talking to God too much, and not listening enough. Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You've learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you. -
 me is no sure what this mean. pray is say to god, an me has no be do this, cuz me is no sure how. how can god be answer if me has no ask?

yester day me message say this:
- On this day, God wants you to know...that it is time to finally forgive yourself. You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about. -
  how do u forgive u? forgive mean to say sorry? so me would be say sorry to me? me is no sure what them talk bout. an so many me friends are like ya listen this. so now me feel dumb, cuz it sound like me should kno an me no kno. 


me hate when me feel dumb. me is alread dumb, an it no help when others add to it. me has decide me is go clean out me facebook friends. not that me has many real friends on facebook. what a loser me is. no joke. so me is ask most me friends if them want stay friends. if me no ask that cuz me alread kno u answer.  


me has surgery morrow. ya, it scare me. me no kno why. guess cuz me feel all lone. but that me. me also feel persons just walk all over me an no me no llow it. it is like me is no important. me could die an be dead for weeks, an me no think persons would even kno or care. me is frustrate. 


me need some major friend time, me need some major person time.

think

me last post was very short an no full much.

last thing me want is be left lone. me is tire of be lone. me no want do nothing. me no want look out window me no want try walk, me no want read story, me no care to do any that. me no even care to get better.
me no like feel this way at all.

me on got 3 hour sleep. me try nap. eve time me close eyes me see no thing but bad. me is real tire tho.

this post call thinks cuz it full of thing me think bout.

walk. me is like that me can walk some. me has work real hard at walk. it just hard to get use to cane. me like me cane but it just hard walk wit. me no know bout run any time soon but me hope me get take walk in park. me would like take bubbles for walk, but me prob need friend to help. me would like just take walk wit friends.

outside. me do like be outside. me like walk barefoot. me like  have window open in me room an sleep like that. me like sit outside wit dogs an take in nice day. me like take blanket an lay on it in yard wit dogs or friends. me also love listen rain an thunder. me love snow fall.

moms. me love parents. me love meet other persons parents. me think parents are cool. me love to learn from them. me love to see how dads do thing, and learn from them. me mom has be gone for 4 years this month. 25 at 948pm. me member it, it was thursday. me miss me mom. last thing us did was fight an last thing her say me was out anger, me hate you, that what her say. me has no real eve have real mom. me mom was in drugs an alcohol an do stuff wit lots guys. her left when me was 6-7. us no see her for years. then her come round an us no like visit wit her. her would alway pic guy over us. me alway say me is no go be like no either me parents. no no. me love moms. me is very happy to meet momma canady.

work. me has job. it good. easy. an me make sort good money. me is hope by time me move me no need to have cane so much an me will be able speak lot more than not. me think me would like security job for now. me no care if me has work nite shift. ok me do some but it be nice to work nite shift few time week. me think. me know there airport an there is bowin factory. so me is go look into stuff.

strings. me is no like leave me granma. her no know no thing bout what be go on. her just think me is real busy or out town. me dad say that when me move he say to her that me is go off to college. me feel me is go move an then me is no eve go see her gain. an me no like that feel at all. me has decide that me is go spend me first year in wa that mean holidays too. it no go be easy but me will do. then the next year me will go be wit me fam. me animals. me no like leave bubbles here but me is get to be ok wit it. me think me dad an me both have web cam an us have phone so me can say hi eve once in while. me is go miss have stardust lay on me purr purr purr eve nite but him be ok. me car. me has no decide if me is go take me car up there or buy nother car that will make it up there. me think me is go leave lot me no so portant stuff here, til me has place for it.

god. me say to me friend me no know if god is me god. lot of me friends say me trust god, god will take care ever thing, pray to god an say him. me feel like it way for them to blow me off. them no get that me real no know god. me may have but me no do now. them think if them say them things then it make me feel better an it no do. me do pray all time but it no seem help. may be god no like me, may be him loss hope for me. me has read me facebook an twitter an other stuff an me use to believe in god but fact be me no do now. me is work on know god an me is no sure if me believe in him or no. if god be an easy pass an a way for friends say ok me help you now you all better than me is no sure bout god.

sleep. me no has sleep well. yester nite me had dream where me mom was go kill her an me was try stop her. me ran to hospital roof an was hear voicemail her left on me phone. her was say sorry there no thing you can do me love you. an as me jump to save her her jump to end her. it was very sad. me has had bad dream most me life it seem.

home. me is hope go get go home wed. me know me fam has be jerks, them alway are. me just wish them would be um supportive for once. me know this no happen but it be nice if it do, this is how big an dumb some me hopes are. me would like to get home an them be banner say welcome home an flowers an balloons and it be like nice lil party. but me on dream. so me think when me get home me is just go go see movie after me is home for hour or to.

me know me blog yester was short an me seem like jerk, so me spell this an me still sound like jerk bit but me no care. it me job title - jerk, an sound like a jerk is under job duties. so deal wit it. :P

surprise

the pain that me feel got lot worse. me temp went up an me feel like someone was tear me part from inside.

me spend nite watch sun go down. it was real pretty. me real real like it. me like watch leaves turn color. me like make them go crunch. them talk bout cold move in by november. which mean more pain for me but me can bare it. me loves first snow fall. me loves to watch snow fall.  it get nice an peace outside an quiet. Christmas music start too. me fav song is lil drummer boy.
me watch wizards of waverly place and dragonball z and cops. me also watch some more big bad bettleborgs.

yester was a real good day. me think me do real real good. me has be try keep me head think good stuff all time. me want get better. me future just keep look better. me keep get better. me is have hard time get use to cane tho. it no long stick like that monitor thing or thing that hold iv bag. me is work on balance stuff.

me do lot think bout future. me is very happy to move way from home. it just be weird cuz me is no use to no thing but this type life. me has sleep in street, parks, um bandon cars an build, bus stops, bathrooms in winter, even trash can dumpster cuz me want to get way from home or me got kick out me home. me home an life alway fill wit fight yell mean stuff an word. me family is so mess up. me dad is dopted from germany. me no know me blood fam outside me dad sibs mom an her sis. me love me dad's dopted family. me real love me granma.
me grow up in home where all time us move. windows nail shut. all doors either gone or lock all time. bathroom door was lock all time an so was kitchen door. us were no lowed in kitchen ever an us had ask to use bathroom. front an back door had pad locks both on inside an out. us had no way use phone an dad had broke tv to where us could no change channel or volume or turn on or off.
us would go to school an us wold look like us were live in the ally. us were alway make fun of. them call me werewolf in elementry an middle school. it name that stuck too.
but that is me past. me future is look good. me no think me is go get to be what me dream of be but there is no thing stop me from try an if me on end up be some close to me dream then that good nuff for me. me is happy for me future. me get see ocean an mountains an seals. haha. no that no all. me is go get job an work hard at it. me is also go help out lots. me love help out.
it just go be weird live in house where there no yell no fight. it just go be weird to be in place that is peace.
one day me hope go africa. me would love go there an help them build home and to plant crops.
me think me future is go be great!
there are few things me no like bout it. me no like leave me granma but me think some me other family need step up an be there for her. me no like leave bubbles behind. me ask me dad if him think bubbles be fine wit me gone an him say yes. this is her home. her loves me dad, her an elvis best friends. stardust will miss me cuz me is him mom but him an the dogs are best friends an him real like me brother alan, which us all think is weird cuz no animal ever that us has had has no like him. gumby be just fine her like it here. her like me dad lots. me no like no be here for holidays. in 2003 me granpa got real sick round christmas time an us were in foster care an could no go see him. us got out first week of jan an went go see him. that was me last time see him live. him die a week later. so me is no big into no spend holiday no around me family. me know no why, holidays or birthdays or any day real is a good day. it just go be hard to spend holiday wit out me family. but me has to get use to this. me is read for new things.
any way. me no mean bore you wit all that. it just what be on me mind.

me get surprise day an me get go OUTSIDE! me is so happy see what it be. me is play memory wit therapist an me is get lot better at this game. me get new match ever day. them no make me do no thing but memory game. o an them want me work on spell word gain. them think me surprise will make me speak. me no know tho. them think me in way is choose no to speak an them know it most me can no physical speak. them think to that me surprise will help me walk bit better an real help me get better. me just no know what it be.

me is get better at make to window or take steps. me is get there bit faster. me still has get use to cane. it real weird try walk wit it. me no has strong leg them both same. one me hard thing do is get up out chair. soon me no have much trouble walk it just be balance. but me is go get that too.

me has no plan for weekend. me think me just pretty much spend lone. all me friends busy. so me watch movies an shows lone. me ask them bring me book from me home. me has sign book. so me can work on learn that.

me got go outside. me got me surprise. BUBBLES an STARDUST. it was real real real good to see them. me start cry. me was REAL REAL happy. me saw bubbles come toward me an me shouted her name, her start run her o most knock me over. it was the first word me has said. them were very happy me say word. me see stardust too. him was real glad see me an bubbles act like me had be gone forever. her was very VERY happy see me. her was jump all over. stardust got in me lap an start purr purr purr purr an him was sleep. bubbles got in me chair on wheels too. her an stardust stay on me lap an take nap. me want take nap too so me lay me head on bubbles. us play fetch an stardust watch from me lap. then us went for walk. me no could walk far so me sat in chair on wheels and them sort push me. bubbles pull me most time. when it was time for them go bubbles came an sat on me lap an no move. them try to grab her harness an her growl. her no want leave me. no no. me had get up an put her in car. her cry a n me cry. but no be long an me get be wit her for few days.

me eat. after me eat them give me me hat. it no look bad on me. me like lots. just got wait til monday for bandages come off. then if them say ok me can wear it. it blue brown an black.

me has be talk to manda, her is now shortie on me IM. me has miss her. her help me know what church, minister, preaches, an spiritual needs is. her is very good at that. her is move to mo an me is go get see her in few week. me is go stay wit piglet an then me is go may be stay wit roscoe an shortie. lol. me hope her like that name. me like nick names. help me keep persons right in me head. me is happy to go to moberly. me is happy me friends are get marry. me is very happy for them.
them are very good persons. them is go be happy together forever.

me read bible story. me no know if me should ask me asks on here, them no alway get answer. but me is go to. me on read one story. here me asks. me read a basket boat -
    - why did new king no like josephs family?
    - why did new king no want family to have baby boys?
    - how did her get basket to stay float wit baby in it?
    - why did the princess want or need some one to take care of baby for her? if her want it be her own then her should take care of baby.


those are me asks. me has figure out what do for nite. may be me watch movie. me no sure what me do. me know you find out morrow what me do, lol.

me is read go out of here. me is tire of same thing eve day. just few more day me hope.

me hope you has good nite. me love