i do not expect life to be fair at all. mainly because it has never been fair to me. there is a lot i am against in this world.
i never got away with crap, an it really pisses me off that my sibs get away with everything. one thing i hate most is when people say something an then change their mind and say they never said it, or etc. i hate it when people say they are going to do something an never do it. i hate when people lie. an i am not talking about those people that forget not on purpose, i am talking about those who say i am over an over an over again an never do. my dad is one of those people. dustin has been told time an time again after being caught time an time again, not to bring drugs into this house, to follow the rules, to do as dad says, or he will be kicked out.. well i am waiting to see dad follow thro with it this time. i found enough weed in his room to send him to prison for a few years. an only reason i went in there was to find my hinge for the lock. earlier it smelt like he was smoking weed in his room,an i told dad so.
dustin is all pissed at me because i will not give it to him, an dad is pissed at me because he says i am causing trouble, when really it is all dustins fault.
i just want to see my dad do what he said he is going to do and stop being such a freakin liar. i have never done drugs in my life, an never plan on it.
i would like to live in a drug free house. so hard to ask...i thought so.
yes i started writting this at 1 am in the morn. i should be a sleep, but i am so frustrated that i cannot sleep. also i have not trusted my brother for the longest time, an now i really do not trust him. he steals, does not follow the rules, which means he does not respect dad, and continues to do what he is not supposed to.
and if nothing is done, it will be bogus.
i have to get up early to go to the court house to get a thing saying i did not pay taxes, and then go to the dmv, an then the bank. i have to get the lock on before i leave. i am really hoping that piglet will get to come along, but i do not want to keep anyone too late. if piglet gets off at 4 an they can leave at 430 then they will get here at 6 an we should be out of town by 630-645ish, an back to moberly by930-945ish. idk if that is too late or not.
any ways, at 2 i am going to bed, then waking up an going place, back home to do laundry - bedding, shower, finish packing, and put a lock on my door. adventure is out there...act it is everywhere, even when it does not seem like it.
i never got away with crap, an it really pisses me off that my sibs get away with everything. one thing i hate most is when people say something an then change their mind and say they never said it, or etc. i hate it when people say they are going to do something an never do it. i hate when people lie. an i am not talking about those people that forget not on purpose, i am talking about those who say i am over an over an over again an never do. my dad is one of those people. dustin has been told time an time again after being caught time an time again, not to bring drugs into this house, to follow the rules, to do as dad says, or he will be kicked out.. well i am waiting to see dad follow thro with it this time. i found enough weed in his room to send him to prison for a few years. an only reason i went in there was to find my hinge for the lock. earlier it smelt like he was smoking weed in his room,an i told dad so.
dustin is all pissed at me because i will not give it to him, an dad is pissed at me because he says i am causing trouble, when really it is all dustins fault.
i just want to see my dad do what he said he is going to do and stop being such a freakin liar. i have never done drugs in my life, an never plan on it.
i would like to live in a drug free house. so hard to ask...i thought so.
yes i started writting this at 1 am in the morn. i should be a sleep, but i am so frustrated that i cannot sleep. also i have not trusted my brother for the longest time, an now i really do not trust him. he steals, does not follow the rules, which means he does not respect dad, and continues to do what he is not supposed to.
and if nothing is done, it will be bogus.
i have to get up early to go to the court house to get a thing saying i did not pay taxes, and then go to the dmv, an then the bank. i have to get the lock on before i leave. i am really hoping that piglet will get to come along, but i do not want to keep anyone too late. if piglet gets off at 4 an they can leave at 430 then they will get here at 6 an we should be out of town by 630-645ish, an back to moberly by930-945ish. idk if that is too late or not.
any ways, at 2 i am going to bed, then waking up an going place, back home to do laundry - bedding, shower, finish packing, and put a lock on my door. adventure is out there...act it is everywhere, even when it does not seem like it.
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