what a day this has been. but as you know i usually do not start with my day, but with how the night before today went. so without further a do...
last night, i got a lovely surprise. Lindsey Barnes now Prince, sent me a chat. at first i was nervous. but then we got to chatting an it was great! she had had no clue i was in the hospital. she was amused by my situation. asking all sorts of stuff. i was happy to answer, an if i could not, i told her, i did not remember. we talked about barney, an god, an just stuff. it was good to talk to her. she has known me for a long long time, in fact, the more we talked, the more i remembered her,i remember the day we met was a thursday, an it was the afternoon. she helped me through a lot of stuff. became one of the people i looked up too. still is. again it was good just to talk to her. an she asked me stuff that no one else had ever asked. and she did not try to brush anything off as if it was dumb for me to feel or think it. she is such an amazing person, one i am truly glad to know.
now on to today. i had a lot of trouble sleeping. kept waking up every hour. i let the dogs out at 338am. i lean on the stove, an just wait for them to want back in. which usu is not too long. i kept waking up. falling out of bed. and trying to walk right after i have been a sleep for a while, is not a good idea.
i have spent most the day siting in my bed, watching up, an fireproof, an how to save a life. o not to mention tom an jerry.
i did laundry for my aunt an then did some for me. just a load for me. that was all i could manage. the whole day all i had to eat was one sanwhich.
came night an bambam was like, hey we are going to skype. i was like yay! . our awesomeness crashed skype an gmail chat.
it was really good to see her an hear her voice, an to actually be able to partly return the favor. i would have signed but it is a lot faster to type. we were chatting and she was look at buy a ticket to get me there for christmas. not sure if it go to happen, but made me all warm inside. it makes me a lil nervous tho, i mean by christmas i should be walking pretty good, or better, but preparing for christmas an having me there would just add to the stress. or that is how i feel, i feel i would be more work than help, or enjoyment. but none the less that would be an awesome christmas.
for once all 4 of us siblings are sleeping in the same house at the same time. this has not happened for a while. there has been yelling, fighting, laughing, jokes, an chaos all day. makes me want to watch that one show, smart something, bout the agent smart.
tomorrow my brother alan is leaving the house. to be honest i wish my other brother would find a place to live. so please, for those of you who believe in pray, pray for that.
i am soooo tired. i do not show it much today tho. i am tired. i hurt a lot. i cannot seem to get warm, an my stomach has been killing me all day.
and my aunt has me stressed about my car, which i had no idea what a car was until yesterday, no joke.
i am looking forward to spending time with ash an stephen, an kara an joey an nicki, an bambam an mama canady. i am also looking forward to meeting mrs cockram.
today has been a long day, tomorrow will be even longer. i am going to get me some ice cream some how some way. i am also wanting pizza sushi, steak, an chicken. lol.
life is not easy, in fact is has got a lot harder, but my friends have given me hope, something to look forward too, to dream about, an that is what makes the journey so exciting!
last night, i got a lovely surprise. Lindsey Barnes now Prince, sent me a chat. at first i was nervous. but then we got to chatting an it was great! she had had no clue i was in the hospital. she was amused by my situation. asking all sorts of stuff. i was happy to answer, an if i could not, i told her, i did not remember. we talked about barney, an god, an just stuff. it was good to talk to her. she has known me for a long long time, in fact, the more we talked, the more i remembered her,i remember the day we met was a thursday, an it was the afternoon. she helped me through a lot of stuff. became one of the people i looked up too. still is. again it was good just to talk to her. an she asked me stuff that no one else had ever asked. and she did not try to brush anything off as if it was dumb for me to feel or think it. she is such an amazing person, one i am truly glad to know.
now on to today. i had a lot of trouble sleeping. kept waking up every hour. i let the dogs out at 338am. i lean on the stove, an just wait for them to want back in. which usu is not too long. i kept waking up. falling out of bed. and trying to walk right after i have been a sleep for a while, is not a good idea.
i have spent most the day siting in my bed, watching up, an fireproof, an how to save a life. o not to mention tom an jerry.
i did laundry for my aunt an then did some for me. just a load for me. that was all i could manage. the whole day all i had to eat was one sanwhich.
came night an bambam was like, hey we are going to skype. i was like yay! . our awesomeness crashed skype an gmail chat.
it was really good to see her an hear her voice, an to actually be able to partly return the favor. i would have signed but it is a lot faster to type. we were chatting and she was look at buy a ticket to get me there for christmas. not sure if it go to happen, but made me all warm inside. it makes me a lil nervous tho, i mean by christmas i should be walking pretty good, or better, but preparing for christmas an having me there would just add to the stress. or that is how i feel, i feel i would be more work than help, or enjoyment. but none the less that would be an awesome christmas.
for once all 4 of us siblings are sleeping in the same house at the same time. this has not happened for a while. there has been yelling, fighting, laughing, jokes, an chaos all day. makes me want to watch that one show, smart something, bout the agent smart.
tomorrow my brother alan is leaving the house. to be honest i wish my other brother would find a place to live. so please, for those of you who believe in pray, pray for that.
i am soooo tired. i do not show it much today tho. i am tired. i hurt a lot. i cannot seem to get warm, an my stomach has been killing me all day.
and my aunt has me stressed about my car, which i had no idea what a car was until yesterday, no joke.
i am looking forward to spending time with ash an stephen, an kara an joey an nicki, an bambam an mama canady. i am also looking forward to meeting mrs cockram.
today has been a long day, tomorrow will be even longer. i am going to get me some ice cream some how some way. i am also wanting pizza sushi, steak, an chicken. lol.
life is not easy, in fact is has got a lot harder, but my friends have given me hope, something to look forward too, to dream about, an that is what makes the journey so exciting!
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