today has been a blah day. i slept but i could barely keep my eyes open for the longest time. not to mention that i have had the worst time remembering anything or anyone today.
i finally got my phone activated. it was funny trying to set up the voicemail. lucky tho, had access to something where i have stated my first name. so we used that to set up my voice mail. so when people call me you hear me saying my name, but it is pre-recorded. someone tried calling me from a 202 number. it was weird. so my phone works. yay! and i have set ringtones for those i have in my address book.
so there is one thing that i finally came out an admitted yesterday. yes one the reasons i am working so hard in pt is to make things easier for me an others. but that is not the main reason. Saturday i had got an email from my dad. he said he got a letter an his insurance is not go to pay for anything after this week. blue shield blue cross, is not good insurance at all. then he also said he is take me off his insurance. so there it is. the doctor said it would be good if i stayed a few more weeks but he feels that i will be ok either way. so i am constantly in a pt state. i do 8 hours of physical work. then most the night i am working on my memory. tho today we worked on the simple every day tasks for a hour.
today was the first day that i wore jeans. pjs or sweats are always easier to put on. jeans were a challenge but something i got on all by myself. i have to wear shorts an a belt with most things an even that is not enough. small shirts are become my new size, because med is a lil too big.
i was talk to ash last night an she said to e that she saw walker at the thrift shop an thought bout get it for me. i have never used a walker. i said it would be nice to have two canes tho. lol. but she gave me a good idea. an no the idea is not an excuse to be lazy or not work as hard, but it is for convi...that word. lol. i should go to the thrift stores in town an see if i can find a wheel chair. prob get it cheap.
i have a list of things that i need to get once i am out of here, or the start of a list:
vitamins - the gummy kind. memory games - one of which is memory its self. flash cards or things that will help me improve my memory an help me learn. gloves an a hat. lol. an really i do not need any of this. it is not important for my survival.
glee is on tonight. i am happy about that.. an then in 2 weeks Rizzoli an Isles comes back on...woot woot!
i have got to say, i have got some of the BEST friends in the whole world. better than what i could ask for. bambam keeps saying i am deserving of them. she says if i have good friends it is because i am a good friend. i in no way consider myself a good friend at all. but my friends are awesome. bambam had me crying 3 times last night. she is so awesome. her, jasi, piglet, they all were really awesome yesterday in their own different ways. it was great. and i was not expecting most of it at all. no joke.
tonight i am beyond wore out. i am beyond exhausted.. i am so tired that i cannot sleep. i hurt alot. an there are things that are getting me down. i feel i just cannot give anything else but know that i must this week is what i have, then i am on my own. tomorrow during lunch i have a meeting with lawyer an others from the case.
i am really looking forward to the time with friends next month.
an finally. for those who want it, i will be sending a message too all, so you may get the message, but here is my new number 18162942908. i get text, pics, vids, an after monday, skype.
i finally got my phone activated. it was funny trying to set up the voicemail. lucky tho, had access to something where i have stated my first name. so we used that to set up my voice mail. so when people call me you hear me saying my name, but it is pre-recorded. someone tried calling me from a 202 number. it was weird. so my phone works. yay! and i have set ringtones for those i have in my address book.
so there is one thing that i finally came out an admitted yesterday. yes one the reasons i am working so hard in pt is to make things easier for me an others. but that is not the main reason. Saturday i had got an email from my dad. he said he got a letter an his insurance is not go to pay for anything after this week. blue shield blue cross, is not good insurance at all. then he also said he is take me off his insurance. so there it is. the doctor said it would be good if i stayed a few more weeks but he feels that i will be ok either way. so i am constantly in a pt state. i do 8 hours of physical work. then most the night i am working on my memory. tho today we worked on the simple every day tasks for a hour.
today was the first day that i wore jeans. pjs or sweats are always easier to put on. jeans were a challenge but something i got on all by myself. i have to wear shorts an a belt with most things an even that is not enough. small shirts are become my new size, because med is a lil too big.
i was talk to ash last night an she said to e that she saw walker at the thrift shop an thought bout get it for me. i have never used a walker. i said it would be nice to have two canes tho. lol. but she gave me a good idea. an no the idea is not an excuse to be lazy or not work as hard, but it is for convi...that word. lol. i should go to the thrift stores in town an see if i can find a wheel chair. prob get it cheap.
i have a list of things that i need to get once i am out of here, or the start of a list:
vitamins - the gummy kind. memory games - one of which is memory its self. flash cards or things that will help me improve my memory an help me learn. gloves an a hat. lol. an really i do not need any of this. it is not important for my survival.
glee is on tonight. i am happy about that.. an then in 2 weeks Rizzoli an Isles comes back on...woot woot!
i have got to say, i have got some of the BEST friends in the whole world. better than what i could ask for. bambam keeps saying i am deserving of them. she says if i have good friends it is because i am a good friend. i in no way consider myself a good friend at all. but my friends are awesome. bambam had me crying 3 times last night. she is so awesome. her, jasi, piglet, they all were really awesome yesterday in their own different ways. it was great. and i was not expecting most of it at all. no joke.
tonight i am beyond wore out. i am beyond exhausted.. i am so tired that i cannot sleep. i hurt alot. an there are things that are getting me down. i feel i just cannot give anything else but know that i must this week is what i have, then i am on my own. tomorrow during lunch i have a meeting with lawyer an others from the case.
i am really looking forward to the time with friends next month.
an finally. for those who want it, i will be sending a message too all, so you may get the message, but here is my new number 18162942908. i get text, pics, vids, an after monday, skype.
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