Wednesday, November 30, 2011

booogers

so after over 48 hours with only 20 mins of sleep i got 11 hours of sleep. i got up an stephen started vaccuming. cady joined me in the bed. i almost took a nap with her. she was trying to hide under me. she kept licking me...which was no problem.
she stayed close to me all day. i was trying to go to the bath room an she would not move instead she kept pushing me back. it was not bad.
all day i thought i was just going to stay home in my pjs doing nothing. nope, ash got off work an we were goign to columbia. valarie an justin came over before we left. she is prego an her tum is big. no joke. it was good seeing them.
we went an got jess. then we went to this fuderwaggons or something. it was good. i was full, cuz i had just ate a ffew hours earlier. then we came back to moberly. oh an the conversations there, were again, epic, the whole night.
my head an eyes hurt the whole time. haha...nothing new. bright light does that. and then we got to walmart. oh boy. they went in to get a wheel chair an we saw it an i was like no way. have you seen the wheelchairs at walmart...hahahahaha....funny.
i watched rizzoli an isles, it was great. and glee...OH MY GOODNESS!!!! they, kurt an blaine, did perfect by pink. IT WAS AMAZING! i am def getting it.

my granma keeps calling me saying it is important taht i call her back. she is real forgetful. no joke. if it is really important leave a message saying what it is. no . joke.
my dad sent me a text today saying that bubbles was laying around the house missing me. an everytime he would come in the door she would follow him waiting for me to walk in right behind him. sadness. i miss bubbles. it is really hard, but it is better for her an elvis this way.

so i was going to blog about something that i forgot yesterday. o, one thing was that i did not want people to feel bad about things being hard. it is good for me, in a way. i got to be pushed some if i am going to advance any. right?!
well i remember the other one sometime. lol.

most the night i have felt a lil bad. haha. that is all i am going to say.

o i remember the second thing. lol. all yesterday for some reason i just wanted to cry. an most of the morning. i had fixed food an was walking to the table, an i was like well i might as well cry an get it over with. haha. i did not tho. ah well, maybe tomorrow (joke)

i got all that sleep n i still feel dead tired. in the car my not left leg bt the other one started hurting like stabbing pain, hurt. and when i say my whole head i mean everything from the shoulders up. it is normal, but frustrating.
an speaking of frustrating. it is not meant to make others feel bad when i get frustrated that it is hard to communicate cuz that is a duh thing, i just do not want others to get frustrated. most the tme i just fase out of conversations an stuff, for that main reason. which is no problem.

we got home an cady had the bones in there by the bed...so i guess she was like me a lot...or that it used to be her room.

piglet is coming over...and i am sleeping on the couch...this day has been good!

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