Sami

last night was good. i talked wit bambam, Rachel, Jasi, Nicki, an Josi for a bit.
today i got to talk wit bambam, shortie, an ash, for  a bit.

i woke up this am in a lot of pain. my neck, my back, an the worst, my ribs. my head always hurts so i do not really count it. i did not want to move or do a single thing but go back to bed. i slept a lot today. i was tired. still am. i guess i exhausted myself out this week.

i keep saying two weeks. but to be for real it is one week an then me is supposed to be out. fri, sat, or monday, just depends on what the doc says an how the week goes. i say two weeks because then friends can cme see me an i them if them no see me before hand, an if things go good! i am really look forward to see all of friends. no joke.
i googled a christmas tree. me is go help me dad cut one down after thanksgiving if him say we is. i am curious to see how stardust is going to react to a christmas tree. i think to really welcome him into the family i am go to stick him in a stocking head first. or see if he will go in on his own.

christmas i am still not sure what i go do yet. if i could go to seattle i would, it does not look like i can um afford it tho. boo. 270-320 is not bad for a ticket, i think but is a whole months paycheck for me. i would have no money to do stuff with bambam an others. that would be sad.
there is still hope. maybe i will come upon some cash, an than be able to fly out there with stephen an ash. yep. an then, i could become good friends with the couch. :) . hahaha. i just thought that if i become good friends with the couch i should give it a name. lol. silly me.
bambam say it be better to come visit round christmas cuz then they would be round more than if i came to visit in end jan. cuz then no one would be home. which would mean, i would do a lot of sleeping. haha.

today i got to talk wit my friend sami. she emails me everyonce in a while. we met a while back. it was a good convo. next year she graduate high school. she is awesome.

it is sad that i will not have no money til 12 december to do stuff wit me friends. i think that what i will do is spend a few days or however long with kara an joey an nicki, an then go to moberly for a week or two. an then come back an spend christmas with my family. but it all depend on how things go an what happens.
i would never go back to moberly if it was not that i have friends there. even then, tho i love them lots, it is a big step. but none the less, i am going to visit my friends an not my past. no joke
an if my past shows up, well, there will be some butt kickn. no joke


i have not ate. not yet. but someone is bringing me food. not sure what it is but i hope it is edible. the cafeteria closed an they cannot get me a dinner now...so boo.

i will have a new phone number. sad day. i had just learned mine. now a new one to learn..i will inbox people it tho. i am also go to assign songs to each of you. hahaha. me granma is getting granma got ran over by a raindear. i think bambam is go get flinstone them song. shortie is either go get the smurfs, or the shortie song. haha. this is go be fun. :)

shortie ask me if i had watch any movies lately an i say no. i would like to have a movie date, but may just be solo on that.

any ways. tomorrow is the day i start counting down. tomorrow i am go to be busy. i am work real hard, but i also know i got to rest.