Thanks

i do not understand why we only get this way once a year, where we are thankful, really thankful, for one day only, should not we be this way everyday? i think so. i have so much to be thankful for, an i on a regular basis let people know i am thankful for them, i regular say what i am thankful for. an when i tell people that i am thankful for them or i think they are awesome, it is not me being a suck up or anything like that, it is me being real, i mean it when i say it, and i say it often because no matter how many times i say it, it will never be enough.

i am thankful for a lot of stuff, i know i will not get it all in this post but i will get the main stuff, an honest, could we really list all the things we are thankful for. once we think we are done we would find another thing to add to that list.

i am thankful for family. i am thankful for my blood family. without them there would be no me. tho my mom is not around, nor my lil sister, i am thankful for the time i do get with my family. i am thankful for all the bad, sad, good, an frustrating times. sure my family has their problems, but every family does. but they have always been the people in the end that no matter what, eventually, we can still sit back an chill.
i am thankful for my non blood family. for being the family to me that my family has not been.

i am thankful for my friends/family. this would be non blood family. i am still learning, well everything, but learning what it means to be a true friend, to support an love un um conditionally. they have been teaching me so much. they have been my support, my heros, my memory, my protectors, my strength, my smile, my laugh, my heart, my hope. i would not be a live if it was not for them. and it is not only been it is that they still are being all those things, an will continue to be. they have done so much for me. no matter how hard i try i could never do even a smitch of what they have done for me, for them.

i am thankful for animals/pets. together we have 4 dogs, 5 cats, 4 guinea pigs, 5 hamsters, an a rabbit. granted that most of them i just relearned what they are, an that is only cuz they are here at my house. if you have ever had a pet then you know that most the time they bring you peace. i love all of our animals an i cry when one of them is no longer with us. i am thankful for loyal dogs, loving cats, an that no matter what they will love me forever. i am really thankful for bubbles, i got her in one of the hardest times of my life, an she has brought me through a lot of pain an heart ache. she is my baby girl. i love waking up after her being by my side all night an watching her get all excited that her mom is finally up, she acts like i have been gone. she is so loving, an i am thankful for the time i get with her, n i am going to miss her dearly when i move away. it is funny, i rescued her an gave her  home, an she rescues me all the time, giving me so much love an loyalty. a true friend to the end.

i am thankful for life. i know there are  a lot of times where that does not seem true, but i am thankful for life. i have died so many time, faced death countless times, but you do not really start to be thankful for life until you are faced with losing it.

i am thankful for everything that i have gone through, good bad or ugly. i am thankful for every single person taht has been in my life. without those events or people i would not be who i am. tho some things suck, i would not change anything because then i would lose everything including me.

there is so much more to be thankful for. have you really thought about all you have to be thankful for? if you do not already, try to make it a daily thing, it will change your whole day when you fill your heart an mind with the things that you have, love, an cherish! no joke!