it just seemed like all we did was talk about it, an that it was never going to happen - ash
i do have to agree with her. it seemed like a dream that would never come true. it was a great ending to a harsh day.
i stayed up watching the walking dead an then the talking dead an then the encore presentations of it til 2 am. i had been all frustrated an i just did not trust dustin. i even wrote a blog to try an help me get some my frustration an untrust out. i have good reasons for not trusting him. then i tryed an tryed an tryed going to bed an it just would not happen. so i listened to bubbles snore the whole night an elvis go back an forth across my room whinning.
i was up when dad came home. he forgot the printing paper. i bought the insurance for my car anyways, 80 a month. i guess that is not bad. and i sat there an im ed dad back an forth. i told him how i was aggrivated. i started laundry an he went to bed. i decided to clean the mess by the fireplace. boy was there a lot of trash. no joke. i got done with that an decided to finish packing.
afternoon came an it was time to run around town. i went to the court house, who pointed me to the collectors, who told me that my car had not been claimed the last 3 years an that i owe close to $200 in taxes. and that i had to pay 2 years in order to get my tags. my dad said it was weird because it had not been this way the last two years. so i went to my sisters house an helped her start a fire in her fireplace. then i got home an i was frustrated cuz i did not know how this was going to work out. finally i looked at what i had in my account an what i had in my pocket. i had enough to pay for the two years an the tags. so, since my account would basically be wipped out with all this, i decided i would leave my debit card, an a list of thing that they had to do and they could take care of it. i have $40 in cash.
i finished packing an i waited an waited. dustin came in an started crap. i was frustrated.
but boy did my dad make me proud for once. he told dustin to get out. NO JOKE! an he told him not to come back until he was ready to follow the rules. an he is going to put a dead bolt on the front door, so people can not just walk in an the door will not blow open when the wind picks up. so hopefully i will get back home an dustin will be gone an the dead bolt will be on the door, an my stuff will be the way i left it. no joke.
i waited an then the waiting was over. i stepped outside an there was the jones an piglet. !!!! !! i was ready to leave. no joke. i was glad, estatic to see them, no joke. piglet rushed over an tackled me, giving me a hug. an then there were the jones. i owe them both hugs...haha..no joke. they came in an bubbles an elvis both freaked out. i had never seen my dog act like that before. she was scared. they grabbed my stuff an we left. as i walked out the door bubbles tried following me. it was sad. then she went to the window an had a sad face...poor bubbles. sigh. i love her with all my heart. she is my most valued possession.
i stumbly made my way to the car. before we got in a craft from the rosecrans airport/base passed over us. it wsa really low, i do not know why they fly that low. so yes stephen there is a military airport by the river. we also have a national guard base, an an army base.
we got in the car an drove basically 4 blocks to debbie cockram house. we crosse dthe street an i made my way up the steps. i had never done steps like that before. i was surprised i made it up them. an down them. i decided if i fall i fall. no joke. i got in the door an debbie gave me a big hug. it was awesome, she passed piglet up to give me one an then went to her. lol. their animals both came to me...an just wanted to be petted! awww. i cannot wait to go an visit more :).
we got back in the car an went to chick fi la...my first time, piglets too. it was good a bit spicy but good. i let them stand aroudn an order but i had to sit down. i was forcing myself to stand, n i just could not take it any more. ash came an sat down, and then piglet an then stephen. ash said i must stink or something because no one wants to sit by me. i would have been more than glad too, but you sat where you sat, an not by me, so i must have stunk. ;) . no one was eating so i was not going to eat. an then they prayed. it was an odd thing for me. but i closed my eyes like becks had told me once, an i waited for the end. they all started with their fries an coalslaw...yucko, hate that stuff, no joke. and i ate my sanwhich. then worked on my fries. i was full. i am not used to eatting much.
stephen has this thing with pie so i hid it in the thing on the table. i think he almost forgot about it. then he ate it.
we got back in the car an started leaving, an stephen got lost, haha. well almost. and we were on the road to moberly.
i have been kinda frustrated but it will get better. it is hard to communicate. i will try putting in a word or two or try helping out an by the time i type it or sign it, it is too late. an no help. ah well it will get better :)
i was dead tired with really no sleep at all last night, an my nap did not be that at all. so i thought i would fall a sleep in the car. nope. i had to put my balck pillow behind my back because my back was killing me, an then my head was trying to explode. piglet fell sleep, i gave her my pillow to use.
stephen an ash are so cute, an funny. that was funny just listening to them!
the whole trip or half of it, people had tried calling me but my phone was acting up. it was weird.
we got to moberly. and we let piglet out. then we got to their house, an they let cady out, she is really not that big to me. i think she is almost double bubbles size but not that big. she kept barking at me. but then she would not let me walk an wanted me to pet her. haha. no problem. she also gave me kisses.
it is really a nice house. i am glad to be here. tho i do feel bad that they were out past their bed time. i have smiled most the time because, tho i was nervous to my tum, an kinda scared, - oh my goodness this is deja vu, no joke i swear i have either dreamed this exact moment or have done all this moment before, which is not possible - it was good to be out of the house, with no worries, no drama, no stress or a ton less stress, an be with my friends, my family. :D wish i could make that smile bigger. lol. and tho i did not get that lock up on my door, or even got a lock for that matter, i am not worried.
now is time to rest relax an enjoy awesome company. i love being here with my friends. an i am greatful for every thing, including the food they bought me which was way awesome, them coming an getting me, them letting me stay with them, them helping me, it is just so great! i love them!
and one thing is for sure...when i say i am going to do something, i mean it. as ash found out. :)
i do have to agree with her. it seemed like a dream that would never come true. it was a great ending to a harsh day.
i stayed up watching the walking dead an then the talking dead an then the encore presentations of it til 2 am. i had been all frustrated an i just did not trust dustin. i even wrote a blog to try an help me get some my frustration an untrust out. i have good reasons for not trusting him. then i tryed an tryed an tryed going to bed an it just would not happen. so i listened to bubbles snore the whole night an elvis go back an forth across my room whinning.
i was up when dad came home. he forgot the printing paper. i bought the insurance for my car anyways, 80 a month. i guess that is not bad. and i sat there an im ed dad back an forth. i told him how i was aggrivated. i started laundry an he went to bed. i decided to clean the mess by the fireplace. boy was there a lot of trash. no joke. i got done with that an decided to finish packing.
afternoon came an it was time to run around town. i went to the court house, who pointed me to the collectors, who told me that my car had not been claimed the last 3 years an that i owe close to $200 in taxes. and that i had to pay 2 years in order to get my tags. my dad said it was weird because it had not been this way the last two years. so i went to my sisters house an helped her start a fire in her fireplace. then i got home an i was frustrated cuz i did not know how this was going to work out. finally i looked at what i had in my account an what i had in my pocket. i had enough to pay for the two years an the tags. so, since my account would basically be wipped out with all this, i decided i would leave my debit card, an a list of thing that they had to do and they could take care of it. i have $40 in cash.
i finished packing an i waited an waited. dustin came in an started crap. i was frustrated.
but boy did my dad make me proud for once. he told dustin to get out. NO JOKE! an he told him not to come back until he was ready to follow the rules. an he is going to put a dead bolt on the front door, so people can not just walk in an the door will not blow open when the wind picks up. so hopefully i will get back home an dustin will be gone an the dead bolt will be on the door, an my stuff will be the way i left it. no joke.
i waited an then the waiting was over. i stepped outside an there was the jones an piglet. !!!! !! i was ready to leave. no joke. i was glad, estatic to see them, no joke. piglet rushed over an tackled me, giving me a hug. an then there were the jones. i owe them both hugs...haha..no joke. they came in an bubbles an elvis both freaked out. i had never seen my dog act like that before. she was scared. they grabbed my stuff an we left. as i walked out the door bubbles tried following me. it was sad. then she went to the window an had a sad face...poor bubbles. sigh. i love her with all my heart. she is my most valued possession.
i stumbly made my way to the car. before we got in a craft from the rosecrans airport/base passed over us. it wsa really low, i do not know why they fly that low. so yes stephen there is a military airport by the river. we also have a national guard base, an an army base.
we got in the car an drove basically 4 blocks to debbie cockram house. we crosse dthe street an i made my way up the steps. i had never done steps like that before. i was surprised i made it up them. an down them. i decided if i fall i fall. no joke. i got in the door an debbie gave me a big hug. it was awesome, she passed piglet up to give me one an then went to her. lol. their animals both came to me...an just wanted to be petted! awww. i cannot wait to go an visit more :).
we got back in the car an went to chick fi la...my first time, piglets too. it was good a bit spicy but good. i let them stand aroudn an order but i had to sit down. i was forcing myself to stand, n i just could not take it any more. ash came an sat down, and then piglet an then stephen. ash said i must stink or something because no one wants to sit by me. i would have been more than glad too, but you sat where you sat, an not by me, so i must have stunk. ;) . no one was eating so i was not going to eat. an then they prayed. it was an odd thing for me. but i closed my eyes like becks had told me once, an i waited for the end. they all started with their fries an coalslaw...yucko, hate that stuff, no joke. and i ate my sanwhich. then worked on my fries. i was full. i am not used to eatting much.
stephen has this thing with pie so i hid it in the thing on the table. i think he almost forgot about it. then he ate it.
we got back in the car an started leaving, an stephen got lost, haha. well almost. and we were on the road to moberly.
i have been kinda frustrated but it will get better. it is hard to communicate. i will try putting in a word or two or try helping out an by the time i type it or sign it, it is too late. an no help. ah well it will get better :)
i was dead tired with really no sleep at all last night, an my nap did not be that at all. so i thought i would fall a sleep in the car. nope. i had to put my balck pillow behind my back because my back was killing me, an then my head was trying to explode. piglet fell sleep, i gave her my pillow to use.
stephen an ash are so cute, an funny. that was funny just listening to them!
the whole trip or half of it, people had tried calling me but my phone was acting up. it was weird.
we got to moberly. and we let piglet out. then we got to their house, an they let cady out, she is really not that big to me. i think she is almost double bubbles size but not that big. she kept barking at me. but then she would not let me walk an wanted me to pet her. haha. no problem. she also gave me kisses.
it is really a nice house. i am glad to be here. tho i do feel bad that they were out past their bed time. i have smiled most the time because, tho i was nervous to my tum, an kinda scared, - oh my goodness this is deja vu, no joke i swear i have either dreamed this exact moment or have done all this moment before, which is not possible - it was good to be out of the house, with no worries, no drama, no stress or a ton less stress, an be with my friends, my family. :D wish i could make that smile bigger. lol. and tho i did not get that lock up on my door, or even got a lock for that matter, i am not worried.
now is time to rest relax an enjoy awesome company. i love being here with my friends. an i am greatful for every thing, including the food they bought me which was way awesome, them coming an getting me, them letting me stay with them, them helping me, it is just so great! i love them!
and one thing is for sure...when i say i am going to do something, i mean it. as ash found out. :)
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