so yesterday i was a lil mad an i made myself sound like a jerk in yesterdays post. i am sorry if i offended anyone...no joke.
i think i am done with sleeping, like forever. i think it must be something in the air in this house. every single night this week i have had a dream of someone that i love alot die ing. and others have been having horrible dreams too. i mean, it is normal for me to have dreams that involve someones death but not like this. i woke up an it was 223...someone was moving around it woke me. which i am glad because ugh the dreams. i went back to sleep and woke up at 248...then 320 something and 340 soemthing and the hours of 4 and 5 a few times. i decided that i would just turn my alarm off. i was tired, my head was killing me along with the rest of me, this is the first time that i have not been comfy on the couch, i felt like i was going to be sick, and a grumpy crank so i stayed on the couch an tried letting the sounds of ash an stephen and my own thots knock me back out...i felt bad, but i felt it was best.
it was about 7 an i got up an let cady out, and went to go eat the fish an it was gone...so i ate nothing. i let cady back in an then her an i watched movies an shows together to clear up some space in the list.
i had turned my phone off last night, after i payed the bill online, it was nearly dead. i decided that when i was up i would just charge my phone while blogging, if i decided too, or while using my computer...i turned my phone on and it kept wanting to update my profile....i kept trying an it would not do so. i had payed my bill. so i thought i would just wait for stephen to get home an use his super awesome internet to update it....then i got on facebook an stephen is like i tried texting you but it did not go thro. i got on my families phone account an looked an it said my phone was deactivated....what?! so i emailed costumer support an am awaiting them. i cannot do hardly anything on my phone because it keeps wanting to update...not even us my messenger thing to communicate...which sucks.
i am trying to be a good guest, and do what i can to help out. i unplug my fan when i wake up - usu this is something i would not do but my fan likes it here an has not acted up once -, i turn off the tv an the lights. i unplug my computer...any charger....and sometiems the lights. an interesting fact is that a vaccum uses more power than any other appliance. no joke. look it up. by unplugging what you are not using completely from the wall, cuts down the bill a lot. i know from experience. also i have watched an read on this stuff. so today the tv has been off...the lights the fan, the computers unplugged...etc...i think that turning down the heat during the day and turning it up some at night will help too. not much at night just a few degrees. plus i can always put on more clothes. and if i sleep with a fan it is not that cold, right?! i tried sleeping with out it last night but just could not.
today is friday. ash told me not to plan anything this weekend...so i am wondering if i should be scared or excited. there are two things i really want to do....one hang out with mcguire an two build a ginger bread house. i will not go into the story behind this, because mainly i will cry an i just do not want to make my head hurt any more than it does. maybe even a villiage. we will see.
i told my dad i would not be home for christmas....and that i was sorry. i mean i am but i am not. this is something i have needed an wanted an this year i am putting myself ahead of my family. the one thing i do miss tho is the trio....i do not need heat in my room with them 3...let them under the covers an it is like a sana. maybe when it gets even colder outside i will make a pallet on the floor an cady can sleep right next to me...:) i do not mind the dog hair...or the smell....or the bad breath....because it is something that has been absent from my life for 3 months. but knowing my luck i would wake up an be the only one on the pallet on the floor...cady would be on the couch looking down at me....no joke. secretely thinking...sucker..lol.
so here i am in my sweats, which now i cannot wear out of the house, because i cannot get a stain out of them, that if i am right has not been there, an i have no idea where it came from....my spongeboob, who i do not like, surf shirt, which is also my swim shirt an dog bathing shirt....and my old navy long sleeve shirt, which i love, that is tore up in the back. i have on 5 layers on top an 3 on bottom and i am comfy.
i have basically spent my whole day with cady doing nothing but sitting around. no joke. so now onto my weekend.
i think i am done with sleeping, like forever. i think it must be something in the air in this house. every single night this week i have had a dream of someone that i love alot die ing. and others have been having horrible dreams too. i mean, it is normal for me to have dreams that involve someones death but not like this. i woke up an it was 223...someone was moving around it woke me. which i am glad because ugh the dreams. i went back to sleep and woke up at 248...then 320 something and 340 soemthing and the hours of 4 and 5 a few times. i decided that i would just turn my alarm off. i was tired, my head was killing me along with the rest of me, this is the first time that i have not been comfy on the couch, i felt like i was going to be sick, and a grumpy crank so i stayed on the couch an tried letting the sounds of ash an stephen and my own thots knock me back out...i felt bad, but i felt it was best.
it was about 7 an i got up an let cady out, and went to go eat the fish an it was gone...so i ate nothing. i let cady back in an then her an i watched movies an shows together to clear up some space in the list.
i had turned my phone off last night, after i payed the bill online, it was nearly dead. i decided that when i was up i would just charge my phone while blogging, if i decided too, or while using my computer...i turned my phone on and it kept wanting to update my profile....i kept trying an it would not do so. i had payed my bill. so i thought i would just wait for stephen to get home an use his super awesome internet to update it....then i got on facebook an stephen is like i tried texting you but it did not go thro. i got on my families phone account an looked an it said my phone was deactivated....what?! so i emailed costumer support an am awaiting them. i cannot do hardly anything on my phone because it keeps wanting to update...not even us my messenger thing to communicate...which sucks.
i am trying to be a good guest, and do what i can to help out. i unplug my fan when i wake up - usu this is something i would not do but my fan likes it here an has not acted up once -, i turn off the tv an the lights. i unplug my computer...any charger....and sometiems the lights. an interesting fact is that a vaccum uses more power than any other appliance. no joke. look it up. by unplugging what you are not using completely from the wall, cuts down the bill a lot. i know from experience. also i have watched an read on this stuff. so today the tv has been off...the lights the fan, the computers unplugged...etc...i think that turning down the heat during the day and turning it up some at night will help too. not much at night just a few degrees. plus i can always put on more clothes. and if i sleep with a fan it is not that cold, right?! i tried sleeping with out it last night but just could not.
today is friday. ash told me not to plan anything this weekend...so i am wondering if i should be scared or excited. there are two things i really want to do....one hang out with mcguire an two build a ginger bread house. i will not go into the story behind this, because mainly i will cry an i just do not want to make my head hurt any more than it does. maybe even a villiage. we will see.
i told my dad i would not be home for christmas....and that i was sorry. i mean i am but i am not. this is something i have needed an wanted an this year i am putting myself ahead of my family. the one thing i do miss tho is the trio....i do not need heat in my room with them 3...let them under the covers an it is like a sana. maybe when it gets even colder outside i will make a pallet on the floor an cady can sleep right next to me...:) i do not mind the dog hair...or the smell....or the bad breath....because it is something that has been absent from my life for 3 months. but knowing my luck i would wake up an be the only one on the pallet on the floor...cady would be on the couch looking down at me....no joke. secretely thinking...sucker..lol.
so here i am in my sweats, which now i cannot wear out of the house, because i cannot get a stain out of them, that if i am right has not been there, an i have no idea where it came from....my spongeboob, who i do not like, surf shirt, which is also my swim shirt an dog bathing shirt....and my old navy long sleeve shirt, which i love, that is tore up in the back. i have on 5 layers on top an 3 on bottom and i am comfy.
i have basically spent my whole day with cady doing nothing but sitting around. no joke. so now onto my weekend.
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