Subway

So Piglet and I spent the evening reading and trying to finish the book. She helped me make the bed.the sheets were supposed to be washed but were not. Which was fine since they had been slept on for only two nights.
It was nice sleeping in the corner of Ash and Stephens room. One I slept well because I knew I was safe and felt safe.. ..two the big fan drowned everything else out. I guess if I was sleeping where they do I would have heard other noises but where I was I did not.
I recently started downloading Amazon free apps.. ..ones that can help me with pt. ....I tried showing Ash then but I think she was confused on what I was showing her.
Piglet and Debbie gave me some puzzles and a work book for children.. ..which I hope helps.
I have become bad about taking my vitamins.. ...which is not good.
Piglet said she had a bottle of vitamins I could have.
Things in the house have become tense and sometimes I feel I am at my dads house...so sometimes I just sit there and ignore things that are going on around me. But this feeling has been felt at other places to.
This morning I had horrible dreams. My mom took the place of Ash in one of them. Cady was barking and I was freaking.. ..woke up the whole house freaking out. My mom, who was Ash, came out of Stephen and Ash bedroom yelling at me. I was freaked because someone was trying to get in the house and that is why Cady was barking. Mom said some hateful things and Stephen looked at me like I was a tick that he could not get rid of. The dream involved my granma a road highway and other things.
I woke afraid to move. Cady was where she had been all night. I mustered up courage to cover most the crack at the bottom of the door so I would not wake anyone though I really wanted to. I turned on my light and the kitchen light and went to the bathroom.. I was going to watch TV but I was to scared. tried to let Cady out but could not do it. So I sat in bed waiting for Ash to get up. Trying not to get any more freaked than I was.
Ash finally got up and made her way to the kitchen. I walked in there. She asked if I wanted a chair and I said no. A few weeks ago if I stood for only two minutes I would start shaking and having problems. Now I can stand for close to five minutes but that is with leaning on something or against something. Some times longer if I am walking some in that time as well.
We started to watch TV and then we decided we needed food. So Ash made sunny side up eggs with toast. It was good. She got ready for work and left.
I was still freaked out even more so when she left. So I decided to watch Lord of the Rings on the Wii. .....but it did not happen because the Wii would not read the disc.. .so I plugged in my laptop...and started watching it on that. I got half way through it and Stephen came out of his cave. 
He had sent me a text asking me if I wanted to go with him to get his hair cut.. ..and I said yes.. .but we did not go. Instead we took down the tree. I hit the plastic bags and marker and stated writing the colors on them. ...I used something that told me what the colors were though. We put the lights and tree stuff in a box.. ..while Stephen  was in the basement I got my wheelchair and loaded it up with everything do all he had to do was push it to the back door. ...which in the long haul saved time and spoons. We forgot to bag one set of the tree so we did that and than Stephen started vacuuming. He took a break and we started moving stuff from room to room. Then he started cleaning out the  back room where I had slept last night. I started to do dishes and now it is officially my job. I took a break and ate. .....then showered. After I got done Stephen and I cleaned out my stuff from the closet. then I went back to doing dishes. Ash got home and asked about the tea kettle which I had put on the stove to heat the water to make tea with. I guess I was waiting to head it whistle. It was almost there.
We left and went to wall greens. Stephen and I take in the car bout stuff.
We went to Subway and Carl was working.. ...he kept looking at me and I told Ash who he was.. ...she was about ready to take him down.
We got home and ate. Then we started talking about me moving in. I like the walls in that room. I am going to have to go buy one of those lantern lights like my sis has so I can see at night when walking around the house.
Ash told Stephen I am not staying the night in St jo...... which we will see.  Debbie wants to work with me on pt some and I think Elvis and bubbles and Stardust would like it if I stayed for a few days. Plus if I am going to being stuff back with me I need time to find things.  I have to be in St jo mid of April tho.. ..that is when I am told the trial starts  .....I hope it is in St jo and not somewhere far. I love to travel but it drains me.

I thought I would give Stephen and Ash some family time. So I San on my bed writing this.

Ash keeps asking me our stating all the time do you remember this or remember that.. ....I well known smile and blood though I do not remember anything from the hospital. I have read all of this blog and my Facebook timeline and remember nothing. I am not even sure why I was in the hospital or why I have to go to court. If any one wants to tell me stories feel free to.

Now I got to find something to do.. ...so peace out boy scout.