i have read over some of my earlier posts and i had a lot of dreams, hopes, wishes, which are all the same. right?!
i guess writing a letter to you is like praying to god. i believe that you got to be out there, just like i believe that there has to be a god out there. but i listen to my friends an i hear what they say an sometimes i think that they do not believe in you. and that is okay if they do not. - do you remember near the end of the polar express where the boy is waiting to see santa come out an he cannot see but he says he believes and that he can hear the sound? and santa gives him a bell as a reminder that he is real? i like that part. i like the whole movie. - i think you are real. you stand for hope for me.
i could ask for things that would go under the tree....like a huge stuffed animal, or a bunch of penguin stuff, new crayons, an animal stocking cap, legos, foot rests for the wheel chair, A PUPPY lol, an so much more. but these are nice things pretty things, but not what i want to ask for, not what i wish for.
i could hope to smile, to be comfy, to feel safe, to have fun, to speak, but i already have these things, or do not care to have them. i have those an so much more. i have amazing friends, friends who help me, who do what i cannot, who love me no matter what i do or what is wrong with me, an love me for me. so there is no need to ask for stuff i already have.
there is no need for stuff that i already have an stuff that i do not need.
wishing tho..wishing is different. wishing we put our biggest dreams, our biggest hopes, in our wishes. i have wished for many things before an have watched as they have stayed in the clouds.
i have wishes. i wish that there was no more fighting. i wish there was no more hunger, sickness, poorness. i wish everyone was safe, happy, peaceful, an loved.
these wishes are impossible.
my wish is that my friends are happy an healthy. that in some way i can make them smile even in the gloomest of moods. that i could be a good friend and be anything an everything they need. my wish is that my family would stop fighting, stop being strangers, an grow a strong bond, that food was not an issue, an that we would not have to worry about the house falling in on us, or even having a place to live. my granma would find peace an be happy with the life she has. bubbles bladder issue would be fixed an she could be an even happier pup.
see santa i could wish that i would not be so tired an weak all the time, or that i would not fall or stumble, that i could speak an think an be normal, but christmas is about giving an i want to give my friends the best, i want to give the world the best, i want to give my family the best.
so santa that is my wish, my hope, my dream, my christmas list. and i know that most of it will not be checked off but i can hope, cuz hope is another part of christmas, right??
have a safe trip santa,
baf
i guess writing a letter to you is like praying to god. i believe that you got to be out there, just like i believe that there has to be a god out there. but i listen to my friends an i hear what they say an sometimes i think that they do not believe in you. and that is okay if they do not. - do you remember near the end of the polar express where the boy is waiting to see santa come out an he cannot see but he says he believes and that he can hear the sound? and santa gives him a bell as a reminder that he is real? i like that part. i like the whole movie. - i think you are real. you stand for hope for me.
i could ask for things that would go under the tree....like a huge stuffed animal, or a bunch of penguin stuff, new crayons, an animal stocking cap, legos, foot rests for the wheel chair, A PUPPY lol, an so much more. but these are nice things pretty things, but not what i want to ask for, not what i wish for.
i could hope to smile, to be comfy, to feel safe, to have fun, to speak, but i already have these things, or do not care to have them. i have those an so much more. i have amazing friends, friends who help me, who do what i cannot, who love me no matter what i do or what is wrong with me, an love me for me. so there is no need to ask for stuff i already have.
there is no need for stuff that i already have an stuff that i do not need.
wishing tho..wishing is different. wishing we put our biggest dreams, our biggest hopes, in our wishes. i have wished for many things before an have watched as they have stayed in the clouds.
i have wishes. i wish that there was no more fighting. i wish there was no more hunger, sickness, poorness. i wish everyone was safe, happy, peaceful, an loved.
these wishes are impossible.
my wish is that my friends are happy an healthy. that in some way i can make them smile even in the gloomest of moods. that i could be a good friend and be anything an everything they need. my wish is that my family would stop fighting, stop being strangers, an grow a strong bond, that food was not an issue, an that we would not have to worry about the house falling in on us, or even having a place to live. my granma would find peace an be happy with the life she has. bubbles bladder issue would be fixed an she could be an even happier pup.
see santa i could wish that i would not be so tired an weak all the time, or that i would not fall or stumble, that i could speak an think an be normal, but christmas is about giving an i want to give my friends the best, i want to give the world the best, i want to give my family the best.
so santa that is my wish, my hope, my dream, my christmas list. and i know that most of it will not be checked off but i can hope, cuz hope is another part of christmas, right??
have a safe trip santa,
baf
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