so last night stephens family arrived an they were making fun of stephen a jess because when they pulled up to the house all they saw were them throwing their arms all around. it was funny. we got settled an ate...lasagna....that stephen cooked.....him an ash have both made lasagna an i am not a fan...but i ate it...and yuck does not even begin my distaste for lasagna....but we ate....even tho we talked about going out to get something....but that made me look like spoiled brat an i did not want that appeal on me so i ate the gross food. i would do it again tho. we ate an then visited some...then we went to bed. at first cady made it hard to get comfy but i fell asleep....i was up at 4 something....but i slept til then...and i watched as ash started waking up an got ready for work.....i was going to get up but before she went to bed i asked her an what i got was do not worry about it...and plus i did not want to scare the crap out of her....so cady got back up in the bed with me an i cuddled with her like a big stuffed animal.
7 came around an then 8 an i decided to be brave an go out of the bed room on my own. stephen was up....but i was still going to go on my own. i went out there an both his parents were up. watching tvland. i sat at the table an colored a pic.
we spent most the day playing the wii....and watching tv. jess went to church an i sat in the kitchen with stephen an his mom...than jess got back an we went an got food. we got bck an played the wii some more. i was frustrated to the point where i was ready to go off. so i took cady an we went an layed in bed an decided to just wait an get unfrustrated.
ash got home an that is when Christmas began. i was soooooooooooooo glad to see her. and just to let people know...when both stephen an ash are off to work i am sooooooooooo glad to see both them when they both get home. it was time to open gifts.....an i knew that i would most likely be getting clothes. just saying....man this was hilarious. we opened our gifts...after ash opened hers from stephen. jess was like brittany gave me lights....that was funny....i told her to look in the box....why would i give her lights?! i was right about the clothes....but i also got a few penguin things....my fav is the giant penguin. no joke. i love penguins. i got this penguin thing where yo blow it up n put it on your finger an hit it. well i was blowing it up....and it kept deflating. stephen looked over o ne the times i was trying to blow it up an he started laughing saying i looked over an she was turning blue. it was hilarious. no matter how i tried it would not stay full of air...so everyone else tried an then stephen...everyone being ash....and i was laughing so hard i thought my sides were going to break. it was funny watching him.
we got done an i went through the clothes...they had not done a bad job...there were 5 items that i thought would not fit or that i would not wear. then i did a lil cloth modeling for ash...because she demanded it. some of those shirts are goin to be undershirts. after that we sat down to eat.
it started off nice an then stephen started turning purple from laughing so hard. it was hilarious. there were 4 of us taht knew exactly what was going on and the others were trying to figure it out. i will not go into it.
dinner was good...i did not like the dressing tho. so i fed it to the dog. i am going to watch my fingers from now on around her because she tried taking them with her. we got done an had pie....it was good.
we finished an started cleaning up. it took forever to do dishes. i gave cady a leg bone from the turkey. then we got done an we made bambam a short christmas card video thing. i made ash and stephen be part of it. it was funny. stephen wanted me to say merry christmas so i practiced it in my head, not out loud, and when i tried to say it out loud the merry was murr an i was like nope, i am done. lol.
the day was done an we were ready for bed. i went in an got ready. i thought if i was in bed before cady jumped up there i could keep most of my covers.....i was wrong she got up there an put her face next to mine an just stared at me the whole time... stephen was moving around an i heard her growling....i guess she was being protective. we fell a sleep. i did not sleep good at all. i was up every hour. i had a dream we were in a school an i was refusing to do something an then i wanted help moving stuff an no one would help an the teachers changed rooms an my stuff disappeared so i was trying to find it. people were chasing me and i just wanted my stuff. some people from my basket ball team were in the dream....and the school was my old elementry school....well i woke up from taht dream an fell asleep again. i was walking down the street which was next to the college here in town. i was tired, it was night, an i was scared....someone, a guy came up an i was relieved. i let my body go an the man caught me. i was so relieved. i started crying....he kept telling me it was going to be alright and just held me....others started coming over to help....i woke up an i was crying....i was trying not to just sob...because others were sleeping.
so now i am up an it is the 26th. i am not sure what i am feeling right now. a part of me just wants to stay in bed....another part of me wants to go on a long walk.....and then there is the part of me that knows that i cannot do either one of those things.
so hopefully today will exclude the aunt texting me getting on to me about having a new phone, an abotu insurance an everything she said yesterday....and it will be a good day.
my first christmas was pretty good. it could have done without a few things. but i enjoyed it.
7 came around an then 8 an i decided to be brave an go out of the bed room on my own. stephen was up....but i was still going to go on my own. i went out there an both his parents were up. watching tvland. i sat at the table an colored a pic.
we spent most the day playing the wii....and watching tv. jess went to church an i sat in the kitchen with stephen an his mom...than jess got back an we went an got food. we got bck an played the wii some more. i was frustrated to the point where i was ready to go off. so i took cady an we went an layed in bed an decided to just wait an get unfrustrated.
ash got home an that is when Christmas began. i was soooooooooooooo glad to see her. and just to let people know...when both stephen an ash are off to work i am sooooooooooo glad to see both them when they both get home. it was time to open gifts.....an i knew that i would most likely be getting clothes. just saying....man this was hilarious. we opened our gifts...after ash opened hers from stephen. jess was like brittany gave me lights....that was funny....i told her to look in the box....why would i give her lights?! i was right about the clothes....but i also got a few penguin things....my fav is the giant penguin. no joke. i love penguins. i got this penguin thing where yo blow it up n put it on your finger an hit it. well i was blowing it up....and it kept deflating. stephen looked over o ne the times i was trying to blow it up an he started laughing saying i looked over an she was turning blue. it was hilarious. no matter how i tried it would not stay full of air...so everyone else tried an then stephen...everyone being ash....and i was laughing so hard i thought my sides were going to break. it was funny watching him.
we got done an i went through the clothes...they had not done a bad job...there were 5 items that i thought would not fit or that i would not wear. then i did a lil cloth modeling for ash...because she demanded it. some of those shirts are goin to be undershirts. after that we sat down to eat.
it started off nice an then stephen started turning purple from laughing so hard. it was hilarious. there were 4 of us taht knew exactly what was going on and the others were trying to figure it out. i will not go into it.
dinner was good...i did not like the dressing tho. so i fed it to the dog. i am going to watch my fingers from now on around her because she tried taking them with her. we got done an had pie....it was good.
we finished an started cleaning up. it took forever to do dishes. i gave cady a leg bone from the turkey. then we got done an we made bambam a short christmas card video thing. i made ash and stephen be part of it. it was funny. stephen wanted me to say merry christmas so i practiced it in my head, not out loud, and when i tried to say it out loud the merry was murr an i was like nope, i am done. lol.
the day was done an we were ready for bed. i went in an got ready. i thought if i was in bed before cady jumped up there i could keep most of my covers.....i was wrong she got up there an put her face next to mine an just stared at me the whole time... stephen was moving around an i heard her growling....i guess she was being protective. we fell a sleep. i did not sleep good at all. i was up every hour. i had a dream we were in a school an i was refusing to do something an then i wanted help moving stuff an no one would help an the teachers changed rooms an my stuff disappeared so i was trying to find it. people were chasing me and i just wanted my stuff. some people from my basket ball team were in the dream....and the school was my old elementry school....well i woke up from taht dream an fell asleep again. i was walking down the street which was next to the college here in town. i was tired, it was night, an i was scared....someone, a guy came up an i was relieved. i let my body go an the man caught me. i was so relieved. i started crying....he kept telling me it was going to be alright and just held me....others started coming over to help....i woke up an i was crying....i was trying not to just sob...because others were sleeping.
so now i am up an it is the 26th. i am not sure what i am feeling right now. a part of me just wants to stay in bed....another part of me wants to go on a long walk.....and then there is the part of me that knows that i cannot do either one of those things.
so hopefully today will exclude the aunt texting me getting on to me about having a new phone, an abotu insurance an everything she said yesterday....and it will be a good day.
my first christmas was pretty good. it could have done without a few things. but i enjoyed it.
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