so saturday night i slept without falling off the couch, without having a bad dream, there was a dream but i woke before it even started to get bad, and i did not fall off the couch. i woke up an ash was coloring at the table...it took me a while to figure out what exactly was going on if it was someone or the dog. or if i was just hearing things. i went an joined her. we then went an watched tv. and then i listened to them talk about church an which one to go to for like 2 hours. lol. we went to first baptist. tho i would have not minded going to flf or somewhere a lil more lively. haha. we got there walked in. took forever to get to a seat. then there was a group of people that sat in the front an got up an singed. i took my coloring book an my thin crayons so i would have something to do. my crayons died after they singed the first song or two. there were a lot of old people including the guy that talked a lot. i will give it to him that he could sing. then there was also a part where they skyped with someone. then they lit two candles. and i kept looking around the room, there was a lot of windows that they had colored on. the big one was pretty, the other was not. there was a lot of old people. there was a few kids an i was almost tempted to go and see if i could color with some of them. i was about ready to fall asleep an then it ended. ash liked it, so guess that is all that matters :D .
we left an went an got stephen ...we went inside an i decided to put the footrestless wheel chair to some use. when ever ash wants something, she uses me to get stephen to go or do something...which is funny, an we all know that most the time it is her. i am their granchild. they use me all the time to pester at one another, which is hilarious. we got up an they asked me where i wanted to go, i said hardees or bk or food. so we went to hardees. ash says blondes are ridiculous, and that is what she told me i was as we were leaving that church...then in the car she says i am not..but i am a dirty blonde...like that is my hair color...it does not sound good no matter how i put it...i have dark blondish brownish hair...even tho it is a bit redish, it changed colors some. we got to hardees an piglet, paul, an austin were working. piglet took our orders. i got the steakhouse thickbrger...it was amazing...except for the blue cheese when i got a taste of that by itself...yucko. the steakhouse is my favorite sanwhich from bk an now hardees has it. we got done at hardees an went to walmart to christmas shop. it is stephen's christmas so he did all the stuff. i pointed out stuff, mainly penguins an a dog that was cute. it is the only why i know how to say i like somethingor think it is cool by pointing to it, other than typing it out. the dog had eyes like cady. we got home an stephen decorated the porch. then he wanted us to come out an look. i was cold. ash came over an kept me warm...i think the outside would have looked better with red bows, then you could see them at night, but it is pretty either way. then he came in an started putting the tree together. grandpa an ash took a trip to walmart n jess an i stayed here, after they told me i was not welcomed to go...jk, they wanted to go in an out in no time an that was not possible with me. so we stayed here an watched either madegascar or ice age.but i was almost out 2 times an then i decided that ineeded to get up an move so they could move the furniture. so i got in my wheelchair moved by the kitchen table pulled a chair out, put my legs up an covered with my blanket. i was really really tired. my legs were killing me, an my whole head brain included was trying to see if it could make me cry. - this is something that happens a lot because of the surgeries, or since the surgeries, an nothing ever seems to help except cuddling an sleeping, usu with bubbles. - he got most the tree up an then decided we needed to go to walmart again. by now i was in the corner of the meeting of loveseat an couch. and i told him i would go. so jess stayed here an we all went. ash was like what are we doing for dinner, i was thinking leftovers...and then they could not agree on something so i was like tv dinners. i could eat hungry man chicken every night no joke...it was something easy an did not take much time, an microwavable. we got this skillet thing instead. it was good. we got home an jess an stephen worked on the tree while i kept ash company while she made cookies and dinner. first batch of cookies were done an i tried one an ash had a big blow out, i mean, whoa! she flipped when i shrugged my shoulders an said that the cookies were just alright...o my goodness...haha...she was joking but then she told me i was sleeping on the couch....boo! i got up an tho i knew she was joking i think it scared me because at first i did not know she was, so when i got up to jokingly walk away, i almost started crying also...which was weird. i was tired...haha. i like the cookies they are good, that is all. lol. then ash asked me what i was doing for christmas...i told her i planned on spending it with them...cuz grandpa isnot really giving me a choice, he is holding me hostage...no joke! ;) . we ate...and as we were eating there was this sound like a bird coming from somewhere everyone else heard it even me but after a while i just figure we were hearing stuff. stephen thot i know what it was but i have no clue. then jess was talking with stephen an she has this thing where she just says the most funniest things..it is funny. she is funny. dinner was good. stephen was hungry...and rightly so. i was trying not to fall face first into my bowl. no joke. after din we finished the tree...- stephen was messing with the lights earlier and ash is like you need to change them from flashing before baf has a seizure...stephen was like baf you have seizures, and jess asked too, it was hillarious. so i was walking into the living room an jess was trying to block me from the tree lights as stephen was trying to fix them. all i wanted to do was lay down. - and then worked on stockings. ash an jess say mine is the best but THEY ARE FULL OF IT. no joke. i look at theirs an theirs is pretty mine is simple, and boring, and hard to see. but by that time my whole body was hating me an i could not afford to do much more. i followed ash into the kitchen and that is when i excited her an stephen decided to be nosy..and then ash got her hug...haha...yes! then everyone went to bed. cady got up on the love seat with me. i covered her up started to watch the rest of the movie an fell asleep. it was not for long but it was alright. i could not sleep...it was a on an off thing an it was a half asleep thing. i started to have this dream where i was this this really cute guy an we went into this building and crawled into this hole n there was something chasing me an i woke up... i did not see what was chasing me but if my phone would not have strated coc a doodle doyiing i would have found out. that ws the first night that i had left the tv on all night...i watched movies, an cartoons an cady stayed by me all night...she kept me nice an hot...she is a heater..no joke. i used her as a pillow an she had no problem with it. the tree stayed on all night too....it is very pretty...i felt kind of bad. one i leave my computer an fan plugged in all the time, it makes it easier to charge my phone an if you shut my fan off it usu takes forever to start back p an makes this horrible noise, but maybe i should unplug it because it has not been doing that here. an last night i used it for the sound only. two, the lights are on on the tree an porch an then i had the tv on. i do not want to make any of the bills any higher than they are.
well my alarm went off an ash came over an asked me if i was hungry i shook my head no an then she asked if i wanted eggs an i nodded...or i think that is what i did...and she was like ok...so you are not hungry but you want eggs...yep.. that is how i roll. she made eggs an toast. an i ate with her. her back is hurting her, an i have this theory...lol...just because i take all the blame anyways...i showed up an ash got a headach for a week, i hug her an now her back hurts, she asks stephen to help her with her phone an i killed it....yep....so....like we have established before, i am bad for the jones. lol.
stephen got up, an he is not grumpy in the mornings. he went outside....after searching for like ever...then he let cady out an left for work. jess got up come out and was going to watch tv with me but then lauren was on her way. jess has been gone the whole day. after she left i fell asleep for about 45 mins. then i woke an cady just rolled over...and i watched Good Luck Charlie christmas movie. then stephen appeared for lunch. i went an sat with him. he is a funny kid. i love him!. yep. an i got, no, i want to give him a hug. he left an i went an showered. i let cady out while i showered...then i let her in. i ate a banana and then i and then i warmed up a snack. and stephen came home...then ash came home,,, then they left...an cady ran away an hid...and then it started getting dark outside an i was scared...no joke. so now we are all sitting and doing stuff.
so that has been my day apart from all the falling. my balance has been horrible today. no joke.
lately my memory has been sucking like crazy i feel like i am getting stupider by the freaking day, an my memory is really not doing me any good.and the fact that my dad tried calling me this morning just to tell me that my cat was playing with a mouse in the kitchen. i hate that...i love when he catches them but then someone else needs to get rid of the mouse..gross. an he wanted to tell me bubbles misses me...but she is happy!
so this christmas thing....i think a few eeks ago i knew what we had done for christmases past. i have no idea about a lot of stuff. i do not remember a single christmas so this is like my first christmas. which means that i have to be good because santa is watching...or that is what they say on tv. i think santa is cool. he was able to move super fast the other night at living windows....so maybe santa will grant me some wishes this year....dear santa....i wish....
we left an went an got stephen ...we went inside an i decided to put the footrestless wheel chair to some use. when ever ash wants something, she uses me to get stephen to go or do something...which is funny, an we all know that most the time it is her. i am their granchild. they use me all the time to pester at one another, which is hilarious. we got up an they asked me where i wanted to go, i said hardees or bk or food. so we went to hardees. ash says blondes are ridiculous, and that is what she told me i was as we were leaving that church...then in the car she says i am not..but i am a dirty blonde...like that is my hair color...it does not sound good no matter how i put it...i have dark blondish brownish hair...even tho it is a bit redish, it changed colors some. we got to hardees an piglet, paul, an austin were working. piglet took our orders. i got the steakhouse thickbrger...it was amazing...except for the blue cheese when i got a taste of that by itself...yucko. the steakhouse is my favorite sanwhich from bk an now hardees has it. we got done at hardees an went to walmart to christmas shop. it is stephen's christmas so he did all the stuff. i pointed out stuff, mainly penguins an a dog that was cute. it is the only why i know how to say i like somethingor think it is cool by pointing to it, other than typing it out. the dog had eyes like cady. we got home an stephen decorated the porch. then he wanted us to come out an look. i was cold. ash came over an kept me warm...i think the outside would have looked better with red bows, then you could see them at night, but it is pretty either way. then he came in an started putting the tree together. grandpa an ash took a trip to walmart n jess an i stayed here, after they told me i was not welcomed to go...jk, they wanted to go in an out in no time an that was not possible with me. so we stayed here an watched either madegascar or ice age.but i was almost out 2 times an then i decided that ineeded to get up an move so they could move the furniture. so i got in my wheelchair moved by the kitchen table pulled a chair out, put my legs up an covered with my blanket. i was really really tired. my legs were killing me, an my whole head brain included was trying to see if it could make me cry. - this is something that happens a lot because of the surgeries, or since the surgeries, an nothing ever seems to help except cuddling an sleeping, usu with bubbles. - he got most the tree up an then decided we needed to go to walmart again. by now i was in the corner of the meeting of loveseat an couch. and i told him i would go. so jess stayed here an we all went. ash was like what are we doing for dinner, i was thinking leftovers...and then they could not agree on something so i was like tv dinners. i could eat hungry man chicken every night no joke...it was something easy an did not take much time, an microwavable. we got this skillet thing instead. it was good. we got home an jess an stephen worked on the tree while i kept ash company while she made cookies and dinner. first batch of cookies were done an i tried one an ash had a big blow out, i mean, whoa! she flipped when i shrugged my shoulders an said that the cookies were just alright...o my goodness...haha...she was joking but then she told me i was sleeping on the couch....boo! i got up an tho i knew she was joking i think it scared me because at first i did not know she was, so when i got up to jokingly walk away, i almost started crying also...which was weird. i was tired...haha. i like the cookies they are good, that is all. lol. then ash asked me what i was doing for christmas...i told her i planned on spending it with them...cuz grandpa isnot really giving me a choice, he is holding me hostage...no joke! ;) . we ate...and as we were eating there was this sound like a bird coming from somewhere everyone else heard it even me but after a while i just figure we were hearing stuff. stephen thot i know what it was but i have no clue. then jess was talking with stephen an she has this thing where she just says the most funniest things..it is funny. she is funny. dinner was good. stephen was hungry...and rightly so. i was trying not to fall face first into my bowl. no joke. after din we finished the tree...- stephen was messing with the lights earlier and ash is like you need to change them from flashing before baf has a seizure...stephen was like baf you have seizures, and jess asked too, it was hillarious. so i was walking into the living room an jess was trying to block me from the tree lights as stephen was trying to fix them. all i wanted to do was lay down. - and then worked on stockings. ash an jess say mine is the best but THEY ARE FULL OF IT. no joke. i look at theirs an theirs is pretty mine is simple, and boring, and hard to see. but by that time my whole body was hating me an i could not afford to do much more. i followed ash into the kitchen and that is when i excited her an stephen decided to be nosy..and then ash got her hug...haha...yes! then everyone went to bed. cady got up on the love seat with me. i covered her up started to watch the rest of the movie an fell asleep. it was not for long but it was alright. i could not sleep...it was a on an off thing an it was a half asleep thing. i started to have this dream where i was this this really cute guy an we went into this building and crawled into this hole n there was something chasing me an i woke up... i did not see what was chasing me but if my phone would not have strated coc a doodle doyiing i would have found out. that ws the first night that i had left the tv on all night...i watched movies, an cartoons an cady stayed by me all night...she kept me nice an hot...she is a heater..no joke. i used her as a pillow an she had no problem with it. the tree stayed on all night too....it is very pretty...i felt kind of bad. one i leave my computer an fan plugged in all the time, it makes it easier to charge my phone an if you shut my fan off it usu takes forever to start back p an makes this horrible noise, but maybe i should unplug it because it has not been doing that here. an last night i used it for the sound only. two, the lights are on on the tree an porch an then i had the tv on. i do not want to make any of the bills any higher than they are.
well my alarm went off an ash came over an asked me if i was hungry i shook my head no an then she asked if i wanted eggs an i nodded...or i think that is what i did...and she was like ok...so you are not hungry but you want eggs...yep.. that is how i roll. she made eggs an toast. an i ate with her. her back is hurting her, an i have this theory...lol...just because i take all the blame anyways...i showed up an ash got a headach for a week, i hug her an now her back hurts, she asks stephen to help her with her phone an i killed it....yep....so....like we have established before, i am bad for the jones. lol.
stephen got up, an he is not grumpy in the mornings. he went outside....after searching for like ever...then he let cady out an left for work. jess got up come out and was going to watch tv with me but then lauren was on her way. jess has been gone the whole day. after she left i fell asleep for about 45 mins. then i woke an cady just rolled over...and i watched Good Luck Charlie christmas movie. then stephen appeared for lunch. i went an sat with him. he is a funny kid. i love him!. yep. an i got, no, i want to give him a hug. he left an i went an showered. i let cady out while i showered...then i let her in. i ate a banana and then i and then i warmed up a snack. and stephen came home...then ash came home,,, then they left...an cady ran away an hid...and then it started getting dark outside an i was scared...no joke. so now we are all sitting and doing stuff.
so that has been my day apart from all the falling. my balance has been horrible today. no joke.
lately my memory has been sucking like crazy i feel like i am getting stupider by the freaking day, an my memory is really not doing me any good.and the fact that my dad tried calling me this morning just to tell me that my cat was playing with a mouse in the kitchen. i hate that...i love when he catches them but then someone else needs to get rid of the mouse..gross. an he wanted to tell me bubbles misses me...but she is happy!
so this christmas thing....i think a few eeks ago i knew what we had done for christmases past. i have no idea about a lot of stuff. i do not remember a single christmas so this is like my first christmas. which means that i have to be good because santa is watching...or that is what they say on tv. i think santa is cool. he was able to move super fast the other night at living windows....so maybe santa will grant me some wishes this year....dear santa....i wish....
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