Nemo

Today I woke with the sound of the house....i am used to my dad or nurses coming in or home around 7ish. Then I had to get use to getting up and taking bubbles out to go potty cuz there was no way she was risking coming back in to find me gone again and she would not go out for any one but me.she is loyal.
Ash and Stephen had been up for a while I think...and I guess it was time for me to get up.
I had got home last night to find Stephen tucked away and jess doing something. I watched gaga perform on ellen and then I turned it to something I do not think I had ever seen..flashpoint...it is pretty good. Ash walked in and I thought she was either pissed or really tired or both....so when she walked over too the door I just started at the tv....
Side note - when people smile or laugh they are really pretty but when they are angry or mad they look like monsters...and that is how I see it in my messed up head.
...i was glad when she came over and started talking and seemed not mad....i was scared until that point...then I could not help but to smile big. She came over and sat on the couch and hung out for a bit. It wad nice. around 1 we went to bed. Some nights I can sleep with the tree lights on and some nights I cannot...last night was one of those nights. I unplugged them and went to bed.

So here I was taking my time to get awake...i could here Stephen and ash voices....and I did not want to interrupt so I took my time. I sat up and looked at the floor and there was my hoodie. I fell asleep with it on but some how I had took it off.
I got up and went potty then cane back in and petted Cady...her and I just lated on the love seat....until ash and Stephen went on the porch.
They decided to go get something and I tagged along. I think they were very sad by this. We got done and went to funny pages. They sat us right by the smoking section but we moved and then I was right in the sun...i typed out what I wanted and we ordered.the omelette I got was not that good...but I ate everything except for the other 3 parts of my toast. We left and went home. As we were walking out to the car one of my legs decided to give out on me, luckily it was right as I was getting in the car.
they decided they were going to clean and that I was not allowed to help....ugh...that is one thing that bugs me is when I cannot help. No joke. But I did something anyways by clearing the table and straightening out my stuff.
Shortie and Valerie came over. Wee watched finding Nemo...that movie scared me.. .and there were some sad parts....but one thing is I hate anything that has to do with under water and sharks.
They left cuz I was not very entertaining....i suck. so I chilled with Stephen at the table. Than I got out of the way so they could clean.
They cleaned and than we have been watching tv since.

Tomorrow is a new day....tomorrow I am going to try something new...maybe go beyond my limits...